Nei izvi zvakaitika kwandiri?
Ratidza kuti rinovimbiswa: vanachiremba uye kusvika pakuguma havazivi, apo zvirwere zvinotorwa. Uye usingazivi kutora sei multiple sclerosis, imwe nzira yekurapa inodiwa pane izvi. Uye chinhu chakakosha ndechekuti ungavabata sei. Zviuru zvehurumende zvinyorwa zvakagadzirwa, zvirongwa zvekutora mishonga zvakatemwa, asi nguva imwe neimwe ichivimba ne "micheka michena", murwere anobvuma kuzviedza.
Mukusatarisirwa kwake 34 Riquel aiita sechinhu chisina kumira. Nyanzvi yezvepfungwa uye mutori wenhau, iye aiva mudzimai akanaka, akanyora nhau dzevana, akarera vana vatatu uye akatarisira kuberekwa kwechina wechina. Rivil akarayirwa kuti aite izvi, asi chimwe chinhu chakanga chisina kunaka mukushanda, kubuda ropa kwakaratidzwa, mukadzi ari mubasa akanga arasikirwa neropa rakawanda. Zvakanyanya zvokuti muhombe reropa zvakanga zvisina kukwana, vaifanira kukanda kuchema pakati pevashandi (yakanga iri muDonetsk) kuti vape ropa kune amai vaduku. Vashandi vacho vakazvipira. Uye, sezviri pachena, pamwe neropa romumwe munhu, mutumbi wakawana neuroinfection. Amai nemwanakomana vakaramba vari vapenyu, asi kuna Rivil, kwaiva hupenyu hwakasiyana zvakasiyana nehutano hwe multiple multiple sclerosis uye boka rekutanga rekuremara.
"Pakutanga zvaityisa," akadaro Rivil. - Handikwanisi kunzwisisa kuti sei izvi zvakaitika kwandiri - saka rudo-rudo uye hwakanaka. Ndakanga nditsvaga zvikonzero, asi ndisingakwanisi kuwana multiple sclerosis, ndakanga ndisingagoni kuwana imwe nzira yekurapa. Ndakanyatsoongorora pfungwa dzangu nezviito zvangu. Ndakaona kuti nezera remakore makumi matatu nemasere ndakanga ndisati ndaziva zvandaigona, rakanga rakamira uye rakaita izvo vamwe vanhu vaida, kwete ini. Ndakanga ndisingadiwi uye ndakanga ndisingadi. Ndakauya kune pfungwa yemoyo wangu wakaipa - chikonzero chepfungwa chinokonzera multiple multiple sclerosis. Ini, ini, handina kumboda murume wangu, asi pane ini ndaimutya. Uye iye akazvifambisa mumakona. Zvimwe zvinokonzera chero chirwere chipi zvacho chinonyadzisa zvakanyanya, kusava nemufaro, mahara hormones, kugutsikana. Chirwere chacho chakandipindura zvachose. "
Rivil akati anoremekedza chirwere chake. Anouraya munhu, kana kuti anoita kuti ave asina simba zvakanyanya. Chiitiko chechipiri chinogona kunge chisina kukwana, multiple sclerosis haisi kurapwa uye zvishoma nezvishoma, asi zvechokwadi inoshandura munhu kuti ave dongo. "Nehosha iyi, iwe unofamba segore," anoenderera mberi neshamwari yangu. - Zvinyorwa zvinonzi Sclerotic plaques zvinoparadza makumbo emagetsi, zvinoratidzika sezvisina maturo. Munhu anova asina hanya, haaoni, haanzwi. Iwe unoda kuenda, asi makumbo ako haazive kuti sei. Iwe unoda kutora chimwe chinhu, asi usatora maoko ako. Pamusi iwoyo wekupedzisira, handina kukwanisa kubata peni kana nenyuchi. Zvigunwe zvangu hazvina kunditeerera, asi makumbo angu akaramba kuenda. "
Iyi mamiriro akatangira makore mashanu ekurapa mahomoni ekutanga muzvipatara kune multiple sclerosis, kushandiswa kweimwe nzira. Chiropa cheRivil chave chakanyatsogadziriswa kubva pamigumisiro ye prednisolone nedzimwe nhumbi dzine simba dzemapurmac. Chiratidzo chakawa, kutaura kwakava kusinganzwisisiki, kwakanyanya kunyanya pamakanda. "Ndakanga ndakanyanyiswa zvachose nemishonga. Ndakanzwisisa kuti kubva kune rumwe rutivi ini handigoni kumirira rubatsiro, "Rivil akati. - Ndakanzwa kuti vakanga vachindiedza. Kubvira ipapo, makore gumi nemaviri apera, asi hapana chakachinja mukurapa kwe multiple sclerosis. Ndinosangana nevechidiki vanotendeukira kwandiri kuti vabatsirwe, zvose zvakafanana: mishonga imwechete uye nzira. Uye yekupedzisira: gumbo rechikwama, mubhedha, uye-hapana munhu. Ndakapinda muuranda hwehutano, uye, ndichiziva izvi, ndakatanga kutarisa imwe nzira. "
Kubva pakuona maitiro ehurumende, Rivile akaita zvinhu zvoupenzi. Zuva rimwe nerimwe aifungidzira kuti boka revarwi vakashinga raiva nemapumpu chaiye rakanga richichenesa chiropa, ichiyamwisa sclerotic plaques. Akataura nemuviri wake, akakurudzira vanorwara masero (ivo vakangwara kana kuti mapenzi) kurarama pamwe chete nehutano. Zvaive zvakaoma zvikuru kupfuura kunwa piritsi. Akazvifananidzira patafura yekushanda kudenga. Kubvunzurudzwa kwevashandi vanoita mafikirifish vakaita chisarudzo chekuchinja chiropa cheRivil kwete zvose uye zvakakwana, asi mune zvimwe zvikamu. Uye iye anofungidzira nezvekuti mhepo yakashure sei nhengo yebasa iri kuporeswa. Apo makore mashomanana gare gare akatumirwa kune ultrasound, chiremba haana kutenda maziso ake: chiropa chaiva nechirwere. Mune mafungiro ake, Rivil akashambidzwa pasi pemvura zhinji yemvura yekudenga, iyo yakashambidza chirwere ichi kubva kune imwe yesei. Akarwa ne multiple sclerosis nekufunga kwekufunga.
Kukurukurirana ne baracabala
"Ndakatenda mukati mangu simba remukati, kuti muviri wangu mishonga yakanaka yakaneta ne refueling neine mafuta akaipa," anotsanangura kudaro Rivil. - Uye ndakatanga kushanda nemuviri wangu ini. Ndinogara ndichimuka mumamiriro akanaka, ndichikwaziswa nhengo dzangu dzose, izvo, nenzira, ndiri kuita kusvikira nhasi. Zvaiitwa mangwanani emangwanani emafungiro ake nhengo. Paunenge uchirwara, iwe haufaniri kufungisisa nezvako, asi iwe chizvida iwe pachako. Ndakatanga dhidhiyadhi yemabasa akanaka, uye ndakatanga kutarisa avo vasina simba kudarika ini, wandinogona kubatsira. Zvigunwe zvangu zvakaramba zvichiteerera kwandiri zvakashata, asi ini ndakagadzira mapepa maviri okutanga uye ndakaenda navo kuvana vekuchechera vana veKiev. Gare gare kushanyirwa kwakapinda muitiro. Akataura nevana, akabvunza nezvehutano hwake, ainyemwerera, akaimba nziyo navo, akaratidza maitiro, akanyora nhau dzepano. Imwe yadzo ndeye kenza kakavhiringidza bhakari bhaacabal, vatorwa vanobva pane imwe nyika iyo munhu wose anotya, asi iye anotya isu. Ndakazvibatsira, kubatsira vamwe. "
Rivil haana kubvumira vadiwa vake kuzvidemba, akarega kuzviona somunhu anorwara. Uye izvi, iye akati, akakurumidza kupera nemurume wake. Haana kutambura rusununguko rwomukati rwaainge awana. Vakarambana. Kwemakore matatu aive akazvipira mukati make, asi panguva imwe chete, sekuti haana kuzviona. "Pane imwe nguva ndakaziva kuti ndaigona kufamba pasina makanda," akadaro Rivil. - Kwenguva yakati ndaifamba nezvimedu, ndokubva ndanzwa kuti vaipindira. Ndakanga ndakanyongedzwa nemukadzi. Akati: "Wakanaka chaizvo, iwe muduku, sei uchida tsotso?" Ndakafunga kuti: "Uye, chaizvoizvo, nei?" Shamwari dzaindikoka kundokwira, ndakanga ndatofamba zvakanaka, asi ndisina kunzwa kwakasimba mutsoka dzangu. Ndainyara kubvuma kuti handikwanisi kuverenga. Takawana bhasikoro, ndakagara pasi, ndaisa tsoka dzangu pamakumbo uye ndikadzinga. Nokukurumidza, kushushikana kwakadzokera kumakumbo angu. Nheyo huru yekukunda pamusoro pechirwere haisi kuisa pachigaro choumambo, zvisinei kuti ichakunda nyika yako yose, inoda chibayiro uye kunamata. "
Izvo zvinokurudzira, izvo nhanho nhanho zvakabvisa Rivil kubva pakuongororwa kwe multiple multiple sclerosis, yaiva upenyu pachayo, chido chekuita chimwe chinhu chakanaka uye chakakosha. Akatanga nemutambo wechikwata chevarwere vekenza, avo vaiva vateereri vake. Akanyora nhau dzakanaka, apo vanhu vanyori vakakurumbira vakakunda zvirwere zvavo, uye zvino vakaisa nevarwere vaduku. Upenyu hwezvipatara hwevana vanoita chemotherapy, hazvipenyeri nezviitiko zvinofadza uye zvakasiyana. Nyaya yeiyo Rivil pamwe nemitambo yayo yakabvisa vana kunze kwekumanikidza. Akashanda pamwe chete nemunhu wese pamwe chete uye nemumwe nomumwe zvakasiyana, uye zvabuda zvaishamisa.
"Ndakanga ndabatanidzwa nemusikana ane makore gumi nemaviri aishandiswa kaviri," anodaro shamwari yangu. "Akanga ane tumuronda yakasimba mumutsipa warova." Mune dzimwe nyika zvinyorwa zvakadaro zvinonzi zvinouraya, zvisingabviri. Dumbu racho rinokura kusvikira, shure kwezvose, munhu wacho anopwanya. Apo ini ndakatanga kudzidza nemurwere wangu, akanga atova nemasisita kune nhengo dzaive pedyo. Takashanda muimba yekugezera, takashongedza nemishonga, taironga makenduru. Uye nemaziso avo akavhara vakaona zviratidzo zvechirwere uye iyo yakafanana nehope-inobvisa mazai akaunganidza uye akavatora. Ipapo vakashandura mvura, uye musikana akafungidzira kuti mvura itsva yaMay inobvisa sei zvisikwa zveurwere kubva kwaari. Apo akati akati akanzwa kunhuwa kwemaruva mubindu, mvura yakadzimwa. Mushure mekunge mwedzi mitatu yekudzidza, MRI kutonga mifananidzo yakaratidza kuti chirwere chacho chakanga chakanyatsogadziriswa. Vanachiremba vakashamiswa. Ipapo mhuri iyi yakabva yatamira kuCanada. Hatina kutarisana kwemakore mashanu. Munguva pfupi vakadana - murwere wangu ari mukukwanisa kwakakwana. "
Chido cheupenyu
Rivil akati kazhinji vanhu havadi kudzoka. Zvikamu makumi mapfumbamwe kubva muzana zvevanhu vane chirwere chakakomba sevanorarama munharaunda yekunzwira tsitsi munhu wavo. "Pfungwa dzepfungwa, zvakanga zvakaoma kwandiri kuti ndirege mapuranga," anoyeuka Rivil. - Kana iwe usina kufanana nevamwe vose, unoshandisa bhonasi yekunzwira tsitsi: usamira mumitsetse, kubvumirana newe, vanoramba vachichikanganisa. Ndakanga ndine murume uyo pashure pokunge zvidzidzo zvakawanda zvaramba kuramba. Akati: "Handizivi kuti ndichararama sei kana ndikava nani." Mutemo wekutanga wekugadzirisa ndeyekuzvidza kuongorora kwako. Ivo vanoti kwamuri: Une chimwe chinhu, uye iwe-usatenda. Kana munhu akanzwa asinganzwisisiki uye achienda kuna chiremba, anova asina kuzvibata pasi. Kusanganisira maererano nehutano hwake. Uye zvakakosha kuita, ita chimwe chinhu, iva nechinangwa muupenyu. MuWestern Ukraine kune murume anotarisa kenza nekutya. Kwaari vanounza varwere vasina tariro. Anotuma hama, uye iye pachake anoisa murwere kumudhudhudhu uye anotungira musango kuti atasve.
Pakutanga vanoenda vakanyarara, asi pane imwe nguva motokari inounganidza rutsoka runomhanya uye runomhanya mugomba risina chigadziko. Mufambi wacho anoziva kuti ivo vachaputsa iye zvino, vachiomerera kune mutyairi (mbabvu dzake dzakaputsika kakawanda mushure mekubata kwevarwere). Kechipiri vasati vafa, munhu anokanganwa zvose, uye anotarisa zvose zvaanofunga muupenyu hwake, anoziva kukosha kwayo. Zvadaro zvinoshanduka kuti hapana chigadziko chiri mberi, asi chiratidzo chepasi chinochinja mumasekondi mashomanana. Mushure mezvose, murwere haana chinangwa, haadi chinhu uye anofa chekuneta uye kusina tariro. Asi panguva yekukurukurirana chaiyo nerufu, nyota yehupenyu inodzokera kwaari. Iyi nzira inobatsira anenge munhu wose. "
Nguva yekupedzisira Rivil akatora matambudziko makore gumi adarika-sezvo asina kuenda kuchipatara. Haafariri izvi. Anotarisa zvikuru uye anoti hupenyu hwake mushure mekurwara kwava kunyanya kufadza uye kufara. Chokwadi! Vazhinji munguva pfupi yapfuura akawana rudo rwechokwadi - murume wake iye zvino, Igor. Mukunda weRivilville pachivande kubva kuna amai vake vakanyora paanenge achifambidzana panzvimbo yake purogiramu yake. Pakutanga, urongwa hwevakakumbira ruzivo rwakanga rwakaverengwa mazana 900, zvishoma nezvishoma nhamba yevadzidzi vakaderedzwa kusvika katatu. Pamufananidzo Igor akazviratidza kuna Rivil muduku zvikuru, asi akanaka kwazvo. Akasarudza kuzivana naye, kuitira kuti adzokere zvakare mwanasikana. Asi, pavakasangana, havana kuzotsaura. Igor akazarura nyika ye ayurveda. Akashandura kune zvokudya zvezvirimwa, akaramba chika uye kofi, uye akazobatanidzwa zvikuru muEfrica philosophy mushure mekunge vaenda kuIndia. Igor naRivil vakafanana nevanhu vane pfungwa. Vose vari kushanda purojekiti iyi "The Fairy Tale House" nokuda kwevanorwara nekenza, kushanda pamwe chete muimba yemitambo yevana, kufara hupenyu pamwe chete nekuwana zvinhu zvitsva nerubatsirane rweumwe.
"Sekutonga, kurwara, vanhu vanozvitambudza nemubvunzo: sei? Rivil anofunga. - Asi vashomanana zvikuru vanhu vanobvunza: sei? Ndakapindura ini ndoga: dai ndisina kurwara, kupindira mupfungwa dzangu kwaisazoitika, uye handina kukwanisa kubatsira vanhu vazhinji. Ndaigara mugaraji ndisati ndarwara, uye ipapo ndakasvika kuimba yamambo. Ndakaziva: muviri wemunhu une simba guru, unongoda kuzarura iwe pachako. "