Kanzira chirwere chinotambura

Zvirwere uye kuora mwoyo zvakasvinudza meso angu kune zvinhu zvandakanga ndisina kumbofunga nezvazvo. Makore akawanda akapfuura amai vangu vaduku vainge vari kufa. Akange akarara pabhedha yezvipatara, uye ndakanga ndakagara pedyo naye, ndakateerera hurukuro dzevakidzani vake mudhi. Zvinoshamisa, nei vanhu vanorwara vanodururira kunze mweya kune vasingazivi, vachivhiringidza kusuruvara misodzi nokurira? Handina kuwana tsanangudzo yeizvi. Mumwe mukomana aibva kuZhitomir akamukanda paakaziva nezvekurwara kwake, amai vake vekare vaibva kuZaporozhye havana kusiyiwa vari voga nevana, vachitsvaka kuparadzanisa nzvimbo pakati pavo.

Uye vaingova nemazuva mashomanana vasara kuti vararame ... Munhu chete anenge afa anogona kupindura mubvunzo wezvimwe zvaanoda kuita mumazuva ano ekupedzisira. Chivi chinotambudza chiri kufa chinoputika. Nhasi, ndinonzwisisa kuti nei mai vangu vaigara muwadi vakanyatsotaura, pasinei nokuti shoko rimwe nerimwe ravakataura rakapiwa kwavari nekutambudzika kukuru. Ndaive nemakumi maviri nemashanu apo amai vangu vakanga vabva. Saka ini naambuya vangu takagara pamwe chete, uye akatsiva ini chaiyo vose: amai, baba, vasikana, shamwari. Ndakachema, ndichidururira musikana wake kushungurudzika, uye akaputika bvudzi rangu, akadzikama pasi achiti: "O, Nastyushka, handizvo izvi zvinosuruvarisa! Ichapfuura semvura. Iwe, mwana, ndoga pano uye chemai. Uye hakuna imwe nzvimbo. Vanhu havadi misodzi yevamwe: hapana anozozvidemba. Ndakamutenda, asi chivimbo ichi muhutu hwevanhu hachina kuita kuti ndive akavharwa kana zvakaoma. Ndaive nebasa rakakura pabhangi, vazhinji vehama neshamwari. Bhero yekutanga yakaridza apo mbuya vangu vakaenda. Muvakidzani wacho akabvuma kumuchengeta pandaiva kubasa, uye ipapo handina kubva kuna mbuya nhanho imwe chete.

Mishonga, mitemo, kudanwa kwechiremba . Takatanga kukanganisa mari iyi, uye ndakasarudza kukumbira mukuru webazi rake.
"Oleg Pavlovich, ndingangopinda here?" - Ndakabvunza, ndinopinza kupinda muhofisi. Ndakaedza kumutsanangurira zvakajeka mamiriro acho ezvinhu kunze kwemashoko akaoma uye ndisingagoni kuzvidzivirira, kukanganwa sungano yagogo vangu: Ndakaputika misodzi. Mukuru akakundwa akapikisa uye akabvunza kuti:
"Unodei?" Maripo, rubatsiro rwezvinhu? Chinhu chikuru - gadzikana pasi.
- Kwete, kwete! Ndinokumbira iwe kuti undipe mukana wekutora basa rakawanda kumba. Ndinonyatsoda mari. Iyo yakabhenekera zvikuru zvakajeka. Handina kukumbira mari, asi mukana wokuwana nayo. Oleg Pavlovich akatora dambudziko kuti abve patafura, akandibata nenzira yebaba uye akati zvikuru: "Isu tose tinofanira kuyeuka maererano netsika dzechiKristu. Iwe uri munhu akakurumbira uye ane simba, Anastasia. Ini ndichakubatsira iwe! Ini ndichatsvaka mari yakawedzerwa kwauri. " Kana ndaiziva kuti "aizondiwana", zvingava zviri nani kushambidza pasi muimba yepamberi. Asi zuva rakatevera chairo ndakanga ndichikwevera pamba faira inordinate nezvinyorwa zvandaifanira kuita mumazuva mashomanana anotevera. Nokuda kwepennies ... Icho chakanga chiri rudzi rwusina maturo.

Zuva rose ndakashanda zvakaoma pabhangi , saka ndakamhanyira kumba uye handina kusiya baba vangu kusvikira usiku. Apo iye, pakupedzisira, akarara, ndakagara pasi podrabotku. Ndaigona kurara kwamaawa mashomanana. Achinetseka nekakineine, seminambulist, akashandura kushanda. Ndakanga ndakamirira sei vhiki yevhiki, apo zvakanga zvisina kudiwa kuenda kubhangi! Ipapo ndakakwanisa kurara kwechinguva chiduku, zvisinei kwete: mbuya, kushambidza, kuchenesa, basa. Ndakatadza makirogiramu manomwe, ndakagumbuka. Uye kunyange Valerka, mudikanwa wangu, mairi nguva dzose ndaive nechokwadi chekuti ini, ndakatanga kuneta nekushanya kwedu kwenguva pfupi, nekukurumidzira foni.
"Hazvikwanisi kuramba zvakadaro!" - Akatsamwa.
"Tarisa kuti iwe unotarisa ani!" Zvakakosha kuita chimwe chinhu.
"Iwe unogona kuita chinhu chimwe chete," ndakapindura zvakashata, "kuti ndigadzire mbuya nemuseve!" Ndinovimba iwe uchandibatsira?
Ndakakandwa nemunhu waidiwa. nokuti akanga aneta zvikuru nezvinetso zvangu. Handina kutarisira kutengesa kunotyisa kubva kwaari
"Iwe uri neurasthenic," akadaro.
"Handigone kubatsira." Ipa chimwe chinhu chakakomba - kunyanya kutsamwira kwaari.
"Zvichida ndichatora mbuya vangu kumusha wakwegura?" Akanyatsorayira.
"Ambuya vangu?" Ndakatanga kuseka hysterically. "Chii?" Nokuda kwekuita kuti zvive zvakanyatsonaka kuti iwe undifunge ?! Uye iwe ndiwe ani mushure mazvo?
"Hauna kumbotaura izvozvo kare." Icho chinhu chakasviba! - Valera kunyange yakabvongodzwa nekutambudzika.
- Saka handina kumbobvira ndava noupenyu hwakadaro kare! - Ndakagura. "Handidi iyo. Enda kune dhiabhorosi!"

Ndakanga ndisina nguva uye simba rokuda kusuruvara kuti mudiwa wangu akandisiya, kunyange ndichiri kurangarira kusvikira nhasi. Nokuti rudo harungakanganwiki. Ndinorangarira zvinhu zvose pamusoro pedu kusvikira manheru paakabva. Uye izvi "zvose" zvakanga zvakanaka! Asi manheru iwayo munhu akasiyana zvachose akasiya kwandiri: Valera wangu haana kukwanisa kuita izvi. Ambuya vakanyatsotsvaira, hafu yegore uye vakafa pamaoko angu. Mashoko ake okupedzisira aiva mazwi asinganzwisisiki uye asingatauri. Akanyemwerera ndokuti:
- Usapinda mumugwagwa mberi kwenguva, uye kana iwe ukazarura musuo, iva nechokwadi chekumwemwerera hama dzako, kunyange kana akakutadzira iwe. Zvino iwe uchazviverenga. Asi kutanga, kunyemwerera. Uye zvose zvichave zvakanaka, mwana! Chii chaakanga achitaura nezvazvo? Ndakanga ndisingambovi nepedyo shure kwekufa kwagogo vangu ... Mazuva mashomanana mushure memariro, ndangorara: Ndakasimuka kuti ndive nechingwa. Pakarepo pandaienda kubasa, Oleg Pavlovich akandidana ndokuti:
- Anastasia, iwe wakanyorera dhipatimendi rebazi rekuverenga pamusoro pekuenda kwakarongwa. Asi ikozvino July, nguva yezororo. Kana ndikaisayina, zvinoreva kuti mumwe wevamwe vako vanoenda kuzororo muna December. Unofunga kuti izvi zvakanaka here?
"Aiwa," ndakapindura uye ndakanyunguduka nokunyadziswa, ndichiedza kusasvimha misodzi.
"Saka iwe hauna hanya kana mwedzi wausinawo kubva, tichazofunga nezvezororo pamari yako pachako?" Akabvunza. "Handina hanya," Ndaida kubuda mumusungo uyu usingaoneki. Zororo risina kubhadharwa ...

Ndakanga ndiine tariro yekutora mazororo uye zvishoma nezvishoma ndakapona kusvikira mubhadharo wangu. Pakanga pasina tariro. Mushure meguva rambuya, pane makumi maviri chete. Ndakatsvaga mabhokisi ose ekicheni, kambani uye kunyange usiku hwemahosi. Chii chawakatarisira kuwana? Aine zvishoma zvidhakheat? Ndakawana zvishongo zvakaputirwa muchekacheki. Nhete yegoridhe ine ruvara rwebhuruu, chine tsvina nemhete. Ndakachema pamusoro pavo uye ndakavatakura kuenda kunzvimbo yepawnshop. Pamusoro peizvi zvose ndakapiwa 120 chete hryvnia, asi ndaifara pamusoro payo. Pabasa, mamiriro acho akanga aine simba. Zvichida ndine urombo, kana kuti handidi kubatana nekutambudzika kwangu, kana kungotya nekuda kwekugona kutora mazororo, asi vashandi vakanga vakanyatsoteerera, vakaoma uye vakavharwa. Uye chete shamwari yangu yepedyo Galka yakaramba yakangofanana, sekugara. "MuKristu mukuru" Oleg Pavlovich iye zvino pachake akandipa basa remaawa, uye ndakaona kuti kana ndaramba, aizotora sechisimba.

Ndaifanira kubvumirana. Iye zvino ini ndaive ndakarara. Mune zvimwe zvacho zvose zvakasara sepakutanga. Kusvikira vashanu manheru - bhangi, kusvika kusvika pakati pousiku - chikamu-nguva. Mwedzi mitanhatu gare gare, ndakanga ndaneta zvakanyanya zvokuti ndakasarudza: zvose, ini ndichakumbira bhodha kuti awane zvishoma zvekusununguka. Handina kuenda kunoshanda musi weMuvhuro - ndakaenda kuchipatara. Zvakaitika mangwanani-ngwanani. Ndakamira muimba yekugezera uye ndakanyunyutira mazino angu, apo pakarepo ndakanzwa kurwadziwa kwakanyanya mukati mangu. Dhizzy, makumbo angu aifamba, ndakakwira kune foni ndokudana ambulensi. Ipapo akazarura suo rokunze ndokuenda kune sofa. Ndakasimuka kubva kunhuhwirira: yakanzwa zvikuru muvhadhi iyo amai vangu vakanga vachifa. Dhiyabhorodha akare akandinyora nemunwe, uye ini ndakamutevera. Iko kunhuwa kunotyisa kwakanga kuri muimba yezvokurapa. Chiremba akageza maoko ake, akagara pasi patafura, akandigarisa zvakatarisana ndokutanga kubvunza zvose zvakadzama.
Chiremba akati ndakagara nemwedzi mitanhatu yeupenyu hwangu. Handina kumbotaura munhu nezvekenza.
Mhuri? Vana? "Kwete, kwete," ndakanyunyutira musoro wangu zvisina kunaka. - Hakuna munhu! Kunyange ini ndiri ndoga ndoga. " Akagomera, akasimuka kubva patafura ndokugara pasi pedyo neni.
"Zvino iwe uchafanirwa kugara muchipatara kwenguva refu," akadaro. Ndakanga ndichitya, asi ipapo kutsunga kwakasimba kwakauya kubva pane imwe nzvimbo, kuti ini ndichiri kuita chiremba uyu kundiudza chokwadi chose.
"Iwe unofanirwa kutumirwa nekukurumidza kunzvimbo inocological," akadaro.
- Chiremba, - Ndakanga nditsvaga mharo uye ndakawana. "Ndichasiya uye handichazokuoni zvakare."

Ndinofanira kurarama kwenguva yakareba sei?
"Iwe unogona kuvimba noupenyu hune hunodikanwa hwemwedzi mitanhatu." Uye zvino ...
Mwari chete anoziva! Munyika, dzimwe nguva zvishamiso zvinoshamisa zvinowanzoitika. Saka wechipiri uye, zvichida, bhero rokupedzisira rakatarisa. Kana zvisiri zvekurwara, zvingava zvakakodzera kunyora bhuku pamusoro pezvakawanikwa munguva ino yehupenyu hwangu. Rurefu uye tsanangudzo yakajeka yehutsika hwevanhu vanobatwa pedyo. Ndakasarudza zvakasimba kusaudza chero munhu mubasa nezvechirwere ichi uye edza zvakanakisisa zvangu kushanda chero bedzi zvichibvira. Sei? Kuti ndiwane chimedu chechingwa, ini ndichiri kuda kudya, kune, asi handigoni kushanda zvakare. Neimwe chikonzero, rangarira Valerka. Ehe, murume, iwe wakamhanya nenguva! Zvichida, zvingangove zvisingaregiki: kumuona ari pedo naye - ane utano hwakanaka mumuviri uye pamwe chete.

Uye akadaro asingadikanwi . Pazuva roga rokutanga mushure mekuuya kushanda, ndakanga ndisingagoni kurwisa kuudza Galke nezvekusuruvara kwangu nezvinetso zvangu.
"Galya, ini ndichakuudza chimwe chinhu," ndakati. "Ingopika kuti iwe haugoni kutaura shoko kune ani zvake."
"Sheori!" - Galca akapika joked. Uyezve, ndichiyeuka muvakidzani wangu kubva muimba yamai vangu, ndakamuudza kuti ndakanga ndichishanda nesimba zuva rimwe nerimwe, uye nguva yaizopera - ini handizivi. Uye ndinonyatsoda mari, saka handifaniri kuziva nezvechirwere changu kubasa. Maziso aGalki ainge akatarisana nekutya, akashongedza nemvumo.
Bhosi akandiponesa pachena: akadzidza zvimwe nezvehutano hwangu uye akasarudza kupisa moto. Asi ini nguva dzose ndaiedza zvakaoma zvakadaro!
Kutanga kutanga ini nemwoyo wekuzvidemba:
"Uri kutaura nezvei, Nastya?" Handingauri munhu! Zvakanaka, ndakamhanyira - inguva yangu! Mazuva gumi gare gare zvinhu zvisingazivikanwi zvakatanga kuitika kubasa. Kutanga ndakadanwa naOleg Pavlovich ndokuti:
- Anastasia, handifariri kuti unotarisana sei nemutoro unowedzera. Tose tinganzwisisa sei izvi?
"Ndine urombo!" Ndichanyanya kunyatsoteerera - Ndaida kuwira patsoka dzake uye kukumbira kuti arege kunditorera basa.
"Iyi ndiyo hurukuro yedu yokutanga neyokupedzisira pamusoro pebasa." Nguva inotevera iwe unongonyora tsamba yekurega, "akadaro.
Zvadaro ndakauya kuzonzwa hurukuro pakati pevashandi vaviri vakabuda kundoputira utsi.
"Uye nei maneja wacho akangonamatira kuna Nastya?" - Kubvunzwa mumwe.
"Ndinofunga kuti Palych yedu inongoda kuponesa iyo," akadaro imwe.
- Sei? Zvinoratidzika kuti musikana anoshanda zvakanaka, uye kunyange anotora imba zuva nezuva, - wekutanga akashamisika.

Wechipiri akaderedza inzwi rake zvishoma:
- Vanoti anorwara ... Chimwe pane oncologic. Iwe chete usaudza munhu! Ndinofunga kuti bhosi haadi matambudziko. Zvakanaka, iwe ungamutsva sei mushure mokunge amuka? Ndakasendamira pamusuo, ndichirova muromo wangu. Kana iyi Turkey Oleg Pavlovich mangwana inondipisa, ini ndichangoparara ... Upenyu hwakashandura mitemo, uye ini ndaifamba iye zvino kune imwe yakasiyana, asi kune imwechete purogiramu yakaoma sepakutanga. Kusvikira kune mashanu - bhangi, mushure mishanu kubva kune yechinomwe manheru - maitiro, zvino-enda kumba uye ushandezve. Ndakaramba zvose zvangu. Mari yaipedzerwa chete nezvokudya zvishoma uye mishonga. Saka mwedzi miviri yakapfuura. Kumabasa, kana kuti akazoshandiswa pakufunga kwehutano hwangu, kana kuti kungova asina kutenda mairi, asi mamiriro acho akazova akadziya. Ndizvo chete mutungamiri akaenderera mberi asingatauri kune chinangwa chake. Ndaiziva kuti aida chaizvo kundibvisa, asi akasarudza kuti ndaizobatana nekupedzisira.
Izvo simba rakanyunguduka, uye rimwe zuva ndakarasika pane imwe nzvimbo kubasa. Ndakauya kwandiri pachake mumaminitsi mashanu, kurwadziwa kukuru kwakabvarura rutivi rwangu, asi ndakanyemwerera ndikaedza kuseka.
"Takadana ambulensi," mapurisa akavapindura mubasa rekumhanya.
"Haudi ambulensi, ini ndakanaka," ndakataura kuburikidza nesimba.
Uye ipapo Oleg Pavlovich akapinda muhofisi.
"Chii chiri kuitika pano?" Akachema nekutya. - Tine ripoti pamusoro pemhino!
"Nastya haana kunaka," akatsanangura kudaro Galka.
"Anastasia zvakare?" - akanditarisa, ndokubva azarura uye akaputira suo rehofisi.
Asi haana kurega kuita. Pazuva rimwe chete, Galka akabatsira kundikwevera kumba kumba kwakawanda kwemagwaro. Yaiva Oleg Pavlovich uyo akandidana hafu yenguva mushure mokunge ndawira muchitsiko uye ndakati mune zvakanaka-toned tone:
- Mangwana mabhizimisi vanouya, unoda kugadzirira magwaro aya.

Ndaiziva kuti ndaisazova nenguva yekugadzira mapepa mangwanani , asi imwe tariro isingazivikanwi inoramba ichimbirwa mumweya wangu: uye kamwe-kamwe ... Mangwanani ndakapinda mubhangi uye ndakanzwa vaainamata navo vachikakavadzana kunze kwemukova.
- Ngatitamei kanopfuura gumi, - Galka akakumbira vose. - Nastya akashanda nesu kwemakore mashanu. Ndiani anokanganisa kuti mukuru idiot; uye iye akadzingwa.
"Handitendi kuti ari kufa," anodzidza nezvehupfumi Yuri akamuramba. "Zvichafa,
Vashandirwi vangu vakazoita kuti vave vanhu vasina hanya, izvo zvandaisatarisira zvachose kubva kwavari. Mumatambudziko angu ndinovimba chete neni pachake uye ini ndichaisa pamucheka! Saka ndakaziva kuti ndakadzingwa uye pamariro angu pachava nechero imwechete kubva kuRuri ane tsitsi.
- Kuunganidza mari yake ibenzi! Tinorevei? Pano, vanoti, Nastia, iwe wakadzingwa, pano urombo hwako ... zvinonyadzisa! - Ndakanzwa izwi remumwe wechiduku Julia. Uye saka zvakaonekwa kuti vashandi havadi kundinyadzisa ini.
Ndakangoerekana ndakarangarira mazwi ekupedzisira amai vangu, akazarura suo uye, achinyemwerera zvakanyanya, akadanidzira nenzwi guru achiti:
- Guys! Ndakawana basa idzva! Nhasi ndinorega. Kubva kwandiri - glade! Zvokudya kwemasikati tichafamba! Usaenda kunze udye!
- Zvakanaka? Ndati chii? Yuri akadanidzira achikunda. - Uye iwe ...
- Uye basa rei? - zatary yemusikana. "Ndiudze, Nastenka!"
- Basa rinonzi - usati warova mubhedha! - Ndakataura chokwadi.
Vakatsinhanisa kutarisa, asi havana kutsanangura. Oleg Pavlovich akatarisa ma "glade" angu kwenguva yakareba uye akachema kwenguva yakareba zvokuti mushandi akakosha uye akakodzera akasiya bhagheni ... Ndinogara muimba uye ndinoteerera: apo kurwadziwa kunopera zvishoma, ndichaedza kubva mumba. Ndine basa rakawanda, uye ndisinganzwisisi noutano, nei ndichiedza kugadzirisa zvinhu izvi, uye kwete vamwe. Pane imwe nzvimbo yandakanzwa: inotasva mabhiza iri kupfutirwa ... Handiri kurwisana noupenyu - ndinongorarama. Pano ini ndichatengesa imba uye ndinobva muguta rino nokusingaperi. Ndakawana nzvimbo iyo mabhiza anotinhwa asina kuurayiwa. Iyi inzvimbo yakasununguka, yakashata yevakadzi mumasango akaoma ...