Kana iwe usingakwanisi kuva amai: kuora mwoyo kana zvinhu zvose zvichave zvakanaka?

Ndichati kamwechete - Ndiri munhu anofara, nokuti ini ndiri amai. Pandiri, seNovoseltsev vakati kubva mufirimu "Office Romance," mukomana uye ... achiri mukomana.

Asi munguva pfupi yapfuura, ndakafunga kuti amai vangu vatototanga vatatu. Handina hanya kana mukomana uyu ari musikana kana musikana, zvakanga zvisinganzwisisiki kunzwa zvakare semukadzi anouya. Kuberekwa, kufanana nevakadzi vazhinji, kwakanga kusina kugadziriswa, asi, sekutaura, kuenderera mberi kusingaiti. Apo muedzo wacho wakaratidza zvidimbu zviviri, kutendeseka, kuvhiringidzika. Mwanakomana wangu wekupedzisira haasati ava nemakore maviri, ini ndiri pazororo rekuberekwa, boka rose remibvunzo rakangoerekana ravapo - chii chichaitika nebasa, ndichagadzirisa mararamiro, "tichasvitsa" mwana wechitatu mune zvemari, chii chingaita muimba, chii chichazoti munhu wese uye kuwanda kwezvinhu zvose zvakandirova pamusoro.

Asi mushure memazuva mashomanana, zvisikwa zvakatora zvayo: Ndakanzwa mukati-hupenyu hutsva uye iwe unoda kuita zvose kune hupenyu huno hwakafara.

Pavhiki yechinomwe yekuzvitakura, sebhokisi kubva pabhuruu, matambudziko akaonekwa: zviratidzo zvekutyisidzika kwekuparara kwepamuviri. Chiremba akabva atumira kune ultrasound, uko zvaityisidzirwa zvakasimbiswa. Vakagadza zororo rakakwana, "Utrozhestan", "Magne B6" uye valerian. Muchipatara haana kuenda (hapana nzvimbo yokuisa mwana), asi akatendeseka akaita zvese zvinyorwa zvechiremba. Vasikana vanozivikanwa vanogara kune imwe nyika, vanovimbiswa, vanoti, hatisi kuteerera vanachiremba vakadaro zvachose, vanoti, zvose zvinongoitika.

Mushure memazuva mashomanana, kutyisidzirwa kwekutya kwakamira, kwakanzwa zvakanaka, hakuna kukuvadza chero kupi zvako, hakuna kukwevera. Muchidimbu, ndaive nechokwadi chokuti zvose zvaizova zvakanaka. Panguva yekurapa, ndaifunga uye ndakafunga nezvezvinhu zvose zviri munyika, uye ndakatanga zita racho kumwana (nokuda kwechimwe chikonzero kwaiva nechokwadi chokuti musikana aizoberekwa).

Kwapera mwedzi mushure mokuzotevera mushure mekuenda nachiremba, ndakapiwa zvakare nhungamiro ye ultrasound kuti ive yakachengeteka. Uye tarira ndakanzwa mutsara unotyisa: "Asi iye asati atofa. Yange yava inenge mavhiki maviri kubvira apo fetus inofara. " Ndakazvinzwa kuburikidza ne drumbeat mumusoro mangu. Ipapo ndinoyeuka kuti murume wangu anondimbundira sei ... chipatara ... anesthesia ... medabort ... ma antibiotics. Ndinofanira kutaura izvi kwemazuva mana ekugara muchipatara, handina kumbobvira ndava kuvimba nevanachiremba kana chero "mafungiro" mafungiro kubva kune vese vashandi. Vongai ivo zvikuru. Ndakanga ndagutsikana kuti tine vanachiremba vane unyanzvi.

Asi chinhu chinoshamisa kwazvo chakatanga gare gare. Sezvo kana nechikonzero ndakanzwisisa kuti zvose, ini handina pamuviri. Uye pfungwa dze inertia dzakaratidza zvakadaro pamusoro pomwana akanga asiripo - mazita okuti, sei kugadzirisa fenicha, uko kwaungaita mari yezvose. Izvi zvinoreva kuti, ndinonzwisisa kuti handisi mapenzi, asi muviri wekutanga kwemavhiki maviri wakaramba uchimanikidza kubvuma chokwadi. Nyanzvi dzepfungwa panguva ino dzinoti "kurwadziwa kwekurasikirwa nemwana wakamirira kwenguva yakareba kunotambudza kutambura. Chinhu chikuru panguva ino hachisi chokuvhara iwe pachako. Batsira hama neshamwari dzinofanira kuva mishonga inokosha munguva iyo mushure mekusununguka. " Uye nyanzvi dzinokurudzira zvakasimba kuti vakaroorana avo vanotarisana nenjodzi yakadai, "usaramba wakanyarara uye usazvivharira iwe pachako. Tinofanira kutaura zvakawanda, kugoverana matambudziko edu kune mumwe nemumwe. "

Mushonga wangu wakava mushonga wangu kana kunyange "blocker" yekuora mwoyo. Ndakaona kuti ndine vana vaviri vapenyu uye vane utano avo, chero zvakadaro, vanoda ruvengo rwangu, kutarisirwa uye kutarisirwa. Uye ini nemurume wangu takanga tine mukana. Asi ini ndinokwanisa kunzwisisa vakadzi ivavo vanoda kusununguka mwana wekutanga uye havagone. Izvo zvose zvinotarisirwa nemhuri uye neshamwari. Uye zvinonyanya kukosha - kubva kumukadzi pachake. Chinhu chikuru ndechokuita chisarudzo chakanaka: kuwira mune kuora mwoyo uye kuparadza maonero ose anokwanisa uye hupenyu hwako hwose kana kutora iwe pachako, tongai mune zvakanakisisa. Mushure mezvose, pfungwa yacho ndeyezvinhu, saka iwe unofungidzira chii, ichi chichava icho.

Ndakakwanisa kuita chisarudzo chakanaka. Ndine chokwadi chokuti ichakubatsira iwe. Mushure mezvose, chinhu chikuru ndechehutano uye kuvimba mune ramangwana.