- Uye ini? Uye Mike? Musatisiye! Iwe ungazviita sei izvi? "Rega!" - Murume akandisundira uye akaputira suo. Uye ipapo ndakaona kuti anogara nekambani wechidiki mutengesi uyo aishanda muchitorosi chiri pedyo. Kurova kwakanga kusingatarisirwi. Ndakapinda mukuora mwoyo uye ndakamira kurega zvinhu zvose zvakandipoteredza. Mike akanga achichema, achikwevera:
- Amai, Amai, mukai! Ndinotya kana iwe uri ...
"Chii icho?" Ndakataura nenzwi risina hanya nemashoko ake.
Pane chinangwa here mukurarama? Sei, kana iwe wakakandwa, sechinhu chinotambudza? Hapana anozopa rubatsiro, haanzwisisi. Nokuti chii? Akafamba muchivande chakavharwa chekutsamwa nekutambudzika, uye chete apo amai vangu vaigara, akaenda. "Iwe unobata zvakaipa kuMaya," akadaro. - Ndakasarudza kupfira mate pamusoro pehupenyu hwangu, iri ndiro bhizimusi rako, asi iwe unofunga nezvekuguma kwemusikana. Usakanganwa nezvayo. Mwanasikana wako angaparara. " Uye ndakamuka ...
Nekurwadziwa , Mikkin akatarisa-svetuka nechepenhose ane holey heel, akayeuka tei nechingwa chaakanga agadza pamberi pomwanasikana wake panzvimbo yekudya, uye akanga achitya kuzvikudza kwake! Ndingadai ndave ndakanyatsoda kukanganwa pamusoro pemwanasikana wangu! Kufamba komurume wangu kwakaoma kwandiri, asi kumwanasikana wangu, kutengesa kwababa vangu kunotyisa chaizvo. Ndingadai ndisina kuona sei kuchema kwake? Uye hupenyu hwakashanduka zvakajeka. Kana zuro ndisina kuwana simba rekuenda kubasa, ini zvino ndaishingaira kuwana mari. "Mwanasikana wangu anoda zvakawanda," akadzokorora achiita sekuti akanga ari spell. - Mayechka ichava nezvose zvakanakisisa! Murume wekare murume achange akashamisika kuti ndakakwanisa kukura mwanasikana wangu ndoga, kumupa dzidzo ndokumuisa patsoka dzake.
Mushure mekurambana, gore rakapfuura. Mike aiva nemakore gumi nematanhatu, uye aida chaizvo. Iye zvino ndinonzwisisa kuti zvose kusuruvara kwangu kunorwa uye kushingaira kwangu kushingaira mubasa zvakagadzirisa zvakafanana mwanasikana wangu wechinhu chikuru-kutarisa kwangu, kunetseka kwangu uye rudo. Pakutanga handina kumboona mwanasikana wangu, gare gare ndakanga ndisina nguva yakakwana yekugadzirisa matambudziko ake. Hongu, ndakawana zvakawanda. Asi hazvina kukwana kunzwa kuti basa rangu rinogona kupa ini uye Maikin kugadzikana mune ramangwana.
Chakanga chiri kuitika nguva ino yose nemwanasikana wangu , ndakanga ndisingazivi. Pandakasvika kumba, Mike, sekutonga, akanga atovata, uye dzimwe nguva ndakanga ndisingatotyi kutarisa muimba yake. Ndiyo mararamiro atakaita. Ndakarima uye mwanasikana wangu akanga achidzidza, uye hazvizivikanwe kuti chii chaizova dambudziko kana ndisina ... kusundira gumbo rangu rimwe zuva. Hazvishamisi kuti vanotaura kuti hapange pasina mufaro, asi njodzi yakabatsira. Kushamwaridzana Ini ndakacherechedza hupenyu hwomwanasikana wangu, uye zvakawanikwa zvakaitika pamberi pemaziso angu zvaishamisa zvikuru. Ndakabva ndaona kuti Mike akanga akaonda kwazvo, uye manzwiro ake akanga akaora mwoyo.
- Mwanasikana, iwe unonzwa wakaipa? Maya akakunda mafudzi ake. Asi kupfuura zvose ndakashamiswa nemhinduro yake:
"Hauna hanya here?"
"Maya!" Iwe unotaura sei kwandiri? - Kushatirwa. Akandiudza kuti murume wake aimbova sei:
- Ibva ...
Ndakatanga kutarisisa zvakanyanya mwanasikana wangu. Chinhu chisingazivikanwi chakanga chiri kuitika kwaari. Maya akadya zvakawanda, asi nokuda kwechimwe chikonzero akanyadziswa neizvi. Ndiri kuisa pamberi pake ndiro ndiro ine mbiriso uye mbatatisi, uye iye anonyara achinyorera foshoro munyama:
- Pane kusuruvara. Ini ndatova mafuta.
"Iwe uchazozvinetsa iwe," ndainetseka. - Idya.
Akasundira ndiro yacho kunze, asi neimwe nzira ndakacherechedza kuti inoshuva kudya chikafu chimwechete uye mbatata pachivande. "Zvakanaka," akazvisimbisa. "Mwana ari kukura, muviri unoda mamwe makoriki." Asi mushure mezuva zuva Maikin aida kushamisika.
Ndakawana mwanasikana wangu, uyo akanga achikanda cookie mumuromo make neine madiki.
- Zvakanaka, iwe une kudya! Usapusa, Mike. Idya zvakanaka, uye haufaniri kudya mushure memazuva kana kudya. Mwanasikana wangu akatarisa kwandiri achitsamwa uye akagunun'una achiti: "Haisi yebhizimisi rako."
"Izvi zvinorevei?" Ndiani akakuudza kuti haisi yebhizimisi rangu? - Ndakanga ndakatsamwa, uye mwanasikana wangu akanyatsopindura kuti:
"Ndinoshuva kuti dai makatorazve uye mukaenda kunoshanda."
- O Mwari wangu! Mike! Ndinokuvhiringidza zvikuru here? - Ndakagumburwa.
- Iwe? Akadanidzira. - Hungu, iwe haundioni ini zvachose! Zvakafanana neni handiri. Wakarasika pane imwe nguva kwemazuva, uye zvino wakasarudza kubvunza mibvunzo?
Ini zvakare ndaisagona kuzvidzivirira ini:
- Ndarashika ?! Ndinoshanda nesimba kuti uve nezvose zvaunoda! Akavhara nzeve dzake nemaoko ake ndokumhanyira pane chimwe chikonzero kwete kumuzinda wake, asi kumudziyo. Ndakanzwa mhere-mhere inonzwika yekumutsa uye yakatanga kunetseka. Mike ari kuvanda chimwe chinhu kubva kwandiri here?
Ndakadzokera kubasa, asi kunetseka kumwanasikana wangu kwakagara mumvura uye haina kurega kuenda. Panguva imwe chete zvinhu zvisingazivikanwi zvaive zvichiitika kumba. Manheru ndakadzosa kumba nhumbi yezvokudya kwevhiki: kirogram yejiji yakanaka, mapeji akawanda emaperemeni, tese, mukisi wakamera, mukaka, miriwo, michero, masukisi, uye mangwana firiji yakanga isina chinhu. "Maya, zvokudya zvakaenda kupi?"
"Shamwari dzakauya kwandiri ..." akapindura mwanasikana wangu. Handina kumutenda, nokuti ndaiziva kuti Mikey akanga asina shamwari. Pandakamuudza nezvazvo, akasimuka:
- Uye ndakakumbira kuti ndiendese kuchikoro uko Lyusya ari kudzidza!
Lusia ishamwari yekare yeMaya, asi akaenda kuchikoro chisina simba, uye ndakava nechinangwa chokuendesa mwanasikana wangu kune imwe nzvimbo yepamusoro yezvidzidzo.
- Tsvaga mutauro wakafanana nevarume vari muchikoro chitsva, - vakurudzirwa, asi Mike akatarisa kwandiri ane hasha. Ndakasarudza kuti nehutano hwemwanasikana hahuna kunaka. Mike akanga achirasikirwa, asi akadya zvakawanda uye kazhinji. Uye uku kurutsira ... Nenguva isipi kutyisa kunotyisa kwakandishamisa. Mike ari pamuviri here? Zvokudya, kurutsa ...
- Mukunda, nguva yekupedzisira yaive neipi? Akabvunza kamwechete. Akafunga, akadzivisa mafudzi ake:
"Handiyeuki ..."
Handina kutya kuti ndikweze mwanasikana wangu kune gynecologist . Ndakatenga mapepa emapapiro matsvene, akaisa mwanasikana wangu patafura yemubhedha. Vhiki mbiri gare gare ndakaongorora. Zvose zviri munzvimbo. Ukufungidzira kwakasimbiswa! Ndakanga ndichitya, asi manheru ndakasarudza kutaura zvakanyanya nemwanasikana wangu. Akasundira musuo wekamuri yake ndokumunetsa. Mike akagara pamubhedha namazino ayo uye akabvarura zvidimbu kubva padanda reseseji yakasvuta. Pedyo nechokuisa pane isina chinhu crumpled mabhokisi e yogurt. Zvikamu zvisere kusvika gumi.
- Majechka ... - Ndakanga ndisinganzwisisiki zvokuti ndakanga ndava kuda kupera, nokuti mufananidzo wacho hauna kufara mwoyo.
Mwanasikana wangu akazununguka, achinyanya kudya zvokudya.
- Zvakakosha kugogodza! Kana kuti havana kukudzidzisa here? Ndinoputika mumisodzi. Akagara pedyo naye.
"Ndinogona kuona zviri kuitika kwamuri!" Hamudi kugoverana neni here?
"Ndakarangarira chimwe chinhu kwenguva refu ..." mwanasikana wacho akapindura nenzira yokunyengera, uye, achikotama, akamhanyira kuchivanze.
"Mwari ..." Ndakanyunyutira sezvaakabuda muimba yekugezera. "Uri nepamuviri here?" - akabvunzurudzwa apo Maya, aneta nokurutsira kwenguva refu, akaneta akaneta pamubhedha.
"Zvaifunga!" Unopenga! Akashaya.
"Usareva nhema," akadaro akanyarara. - Hauna mwedzi.
- Zvimwe. Asi murume, zvakare, kwete!
"Asi zvinokurwarisa ..."
"Ndiri kurwara noupenyu huno hunotyisa!" Misodzi ichiyerera kubva maziso ake.
"Iwe ungati sei, Maya?" - Ndakatya. "Iwe une zvinhu zvose!" Une tarisiro yakadai ... Akandipindira nemubvunzo:
- Unoda kuziva here zvinoita kuti ndifare? Zvokudya! Ndizvozvo!
"Zvokudya?" - Handizivi.
-Ndinoda kudya nguva dzose! - Maya akataura nokukurumidza, sokunge kuti akanga achikurumidza kudurura pamusoro pangu zvinhu zvose zvaakanga achivanza kwenguva refu. - Ndinoda kudya nguva dzose uye kwose kwose. Ndiri kufara chete kana ndichingodya, uye zvino ... Zvino ndinoshushikana, matumbo anobuda, uye ndinoda kudya zvakare ...
Akataura, uye muuropi dzangu izwi rakanaka rokuti "bulimia" rakanga ratova rinotenderera . Ndaifanira kupupurira rufu rwechirwere ichi chemukadzi, muvakidzani wedu. Ndakanga ndiri musikana ipapo. Pamberi pedu taigara mhuri yakafanana: murume, mudzimai, mwanakomana. Mukadzi uyu akanga akapfava, asi chido chake chakanga chakashamisika kunharaunda yose. Akadya zvose uye kazhinji. Asi ndakaudzwa nezvekurwiswa kunotyisa kwekumutsira kwakamutambudza. Akafa nekuneta. Yakanga isiri rufu iro iro rakamuvhundutsa panguva iyoyo-chikonzero chake ... "Zvinoita here kuti ufe kubva pakudya? Uye urwere hupi rudzi urwu - kana uchidya zvakanyanya, iwe unowedzera kukuyeuchidza masaga? "- Ndakatambudzika ipapo.
Mike akandiudza, uye ndaigona kunzwa mitsika dzangu dzichikurira nekutyisa. Usiku hwakanga husina kurara. Uye ndisati ndasarudza zvokuita, ndakatsvaga Indaneti kuti ndiwane ruzivo pamusoro pebulimia. Shanduro Yese Yenyika yakashora zvakanyanya zvokuti ndakarasikirwa nerunyararo. Imwe pfungwa yakagogodzwa muuropi: nekukurumidza, nekukurumidza, nekukurumidza ... Mwari ngaarege ... Uye ndakarangarira muvakidzani wangu wakafa. Iye zvino ndakatanga kunzwisisa izvi zvisinganzwisisiki nokuda kwezera duku rekuora mwoyo, izvo zvakagadzirisa mweya waMikey. Zvakakosha kuratidza kumwanasikana kuti zvinonzwisisika kurwisana kukunda chirwere chacho.
"Icho chirwere here?" Asi vanhu vose vanodya ...
- Asi havasi vose vanorutsira mushure mekudya, kwete vose vari kutambura nemhuka nzara.
- Nei chirwere ichi chinoitika? Akabvunzwa mwanasikana wake, uye ini ndakaparadza.
- Vanachiremba havazivi zvinokonzera bulimia. Asi vakadzidza kurarama nechirwere ichi zvakakwana. Ndakaverenga basa rezvesayenzi reimwe chiremera chepfungwa chepfungwa ... Mike akasvetuka ndokudanidzira achiti:
- Psychiatrist? Kwete, handiendi kumapfungwa! Ndiri mupfungwa dzangu!
O, uye zvakanga zvakaoma kumutsa mwanasikana kuenda kuchiremba! Zvakatora kudarika mwedzi, uye munguva ino Mike haana kuchinja tsika dzake zvachose. Akaramba asina kudya zvakawanda pamberi pangu, asi ipapo ndakashamiswa kunze kwekamuri yake gomo rewrappers kubva mukotikiti, mabhisiki nemasipi. Mwanasikana wangu haana kunditeerera. Amai vangu vakabatsira.
- Ingoedza kuenderera mberi noruoko rwomwana!
"Kwete, handizoregi," ndakazviudza, uye manheru oga oga ndakaramba ndichikurudzira mwanasikana wangu kuti aende kunoona vanachiremba.
Izvozvo zvakava pachena kuti muguta redu kune mumwe chete nyanzvi uyo aimbobata ne bulimia. Ndakanzwisisa kuti kurapwa kuchave kwenguva refu uye kwakaoma. Mike akazvipira asingatarisiri. Pane imwe nguva, kurutsa kushandiswa kwakamunetsa iye apo paaifamba achibuda muimba yega, akacheka neshoko rimwe chete: "Ndinobvumirana ..." Handigoni kuti yakava nyore. Asi Mika neni hatina kuderedza maoko edu, nokuti taona zvakajeka tarisiro pamwe chete nezvinetso.
- Uye ini ndichatambudzwa nekurwisa kunotyisa kwekurutsira?
"Hungu, izuva rangu." Uye mafungiro ako ipapo achafara, uye shamwari dzichave dziri pedo newe ...
Handina kutaura mazwi asina chinhu. Ndakatamisa Mike kuchikoro apo Lyusya akadzidza. Vanachiremba vakakurudzira kusika kunyaradza kwepfungwa, uye ndaiziva kuti kukurukurirana naLyusya kwaizobatsira Maya. Uye ini ndaifanira kuratidza kumwanasikana wangu kuti kwandiri hakuna mumwe uye hapana chimwe chinokosha kupfuura iye.
"Ndinemi, mudiwa, ini ndichakubatsira mune zvose, mudiwa," Mike anodzokorora zuva rose sepell.
Uye zuva rimwe nerimwe ndakaedza kuratidza kwaari rudo rwangu . Zvishoma nezvishoma, ukama hwedu hwakatanga kuvandudza. Gore rakapera, uye ini nomwanasikana wangu tiri panguva yemugwagwa wekudzoka. Asi kana pakutanga pane dzimwe nguva pazuva Mike akanga achimhanyira kuchimbudzi kuti abvise zvokudya, iye zvino kurwiswa kunoitika zvishoma nezvishoma. Mumwedzi wapera, kaviri yakava yakaipa. Uye iye zvino anodya zvakasiyana-siyana - maererano nezvinodiwa nevarapi. Mumwe akazova uye mararamiro ake! Apo, rimwe zuva, kushungurudzika kusingatarisirwi kwakauya kumutsipa wake, yakashanduka, asi yakasimba zvakasimba:
"Iyi ndiyo nguva yokupedzisira, izvi zvisingambofi zvakaitika zvakare."
Ndinotenda mazviri uye ndinotenda mukati mangu. Tichakwanisa kudzoka utano hweMaikino. Uye munguva pfupi yapfuura mwanasikana wangu akadzoka achifamba uye achifara kundiudza:
- Amai, ini ndiri murudo!
Panguva iyoyo ndakafunga kuti mwanasikana wangu ainge ava nemwedzi wakadzorerwa, achishungurudzwa ne bulimia.
- Great news!
- Amai, tinogona kumukoka musi weSvondo kwemasikati? - akabvunza musikana wangu, uye ini ndakagunun'una.
Mike haasisiri kutya kugara patafura uye kudya pamberi pevasingazivi. Zvechokwadi achave ane utano. Uye anofara ...