Nyorai mazita emabasa ayo - hazvina maturo: zvinotora hafu yejiji, uye chinyiko chinoramba chisina kuchinjwa - iChiratidzo. Chero chii chingaitwa nemusikana wevatert Vakhtangova, Yulia Rutberg aigara achitamba, zvinoita sekuti ari kutarisa ... vateereri. Uye kunyange anoziva manzwiro anoita kuti aite basa, mazwi, zviratidzo, maitiro. Iye ndiye wekutanga weTheatre anonzi Eugene Vakhtangov uye mutambi wemapurisa wevatungamiri vakakurumbira zvikuru: Vladimir Mirzoyev, Mikhail Kozakov, Gary Chernyakhovsky, Pyotr Fomenko. Basa reAna Andreevna mumutambo "Khlestakov" uye Chakavanzika Chirwere-Uchenjeri mu "The Queen of Spades" yakagadzira pedo naye halo yechitarisiko chinoratidzwa. Mifananidzo mufirimu zvakare akaberekwa bedzi paainge ane chimwe chinhu chaaizoti kune muoni: "Male Character", "Tarisa", "Moscow Windows", "Secrets Family".
Chero chii chakaitwa naAnatoly Lobotsky - kwemaawa maviri emitambo yemavhidhiyo uye nguva yemitambo, tinorarama hupenyu hwose. Kuda kwekanguva, nemhaka yekutamba kwake munhandare, kwakava matambudziko anouraya (maitiro a "Lady Macbeth weMtsensk," "Kufara kwaDon Juan", "Freelancer Krechinsky", nezvimwewo), uye basa raArene mufirimu "Kushuva Kwevamwari" kwakaita kuti iye ave akakurumbira.
Zvisinei, chiedza chinobuda kunze uye chinosara chishamiso ichocho, icho, chaizvoizvo, chakakonzera kuonekwa kwebvunzurudzo iyi: vanogara kunze kwekona uye rampu? Ivo-saka vanonyatsovanza hupenyu hwavo, hupenyu, hupenyu.
Nhamba yekutanga yekutsanangura nzira yavo ndeyekurumidza. Aiwa, kwete, kwete musi wokutanga. Kukutanga. Makore emakore adarika, mutambi weVakhtangov Theatre, Julia Rutberg, akaronga kuenda kuMoscow kutanga kwefirimu Inhu yeMwari. Asi iye akatendeuka akazununguka, haana nguva. "Hapana," akadaro akazvisimbisa. "Ndichatarisa Kinotavr." Aifarira mubasa idzva raVladimir Menshov, uyo anotsvaga kazhinji, asi zvakarurama. Kunyange zvazvo iri tsika yakarohwa nenyika yose, mafirimu mune chero zvipi zvingava zviitiko. Uye zvinoda kuona mutori asingazivikanwi uyo akakurudzirwa kutamba basa guru mubasa raMenshov - mutori wenhau weFrance, akanaka Andre. Uyu "Mr. X" akakwanisa kuita kutanga kwake mufirimu muna 42 (!) Gore. Nezvake akabva ataura kuMoscow. Sezvo munyori Lobotsky anotarisa, Julia akanga asingazivi. Nokudaro, nokusingaperi vakamuvhiringidza nemutambi weAndrei Martynov. Uye shure kwezvose, mukana wakaipa - pa "Kinotavr" premiere musikana wacho akashaya zvakare - overslept.
Zuva richazovaderedza gare gare, mu "We Play Strinberg-Blues" Mikhail Kozakov. Uye zvino hupenyu pachahwo huchareva nzira iyo ivo, vanhu vakuru, avo vakagamuchira zvizere zvezvikanganiso zvavo uye kuora mwoyo, vachasarudza kuenda pamwe chete.
Ichave yakagadzirirwa pane zvinyorwa - iyi ndiyo yechipiri nheyo yekutsanangura. Zvaive zvakakosha kuti vararame, kuti vararame zvakapfuura, kuti vasiye shure. Yulia ane makore gumi ehupenyu hwemhuri pamwe nemucheka wembira, Alexei Kortnev, mutungamiri weboka re "The Accident", kurambana kukuru, kuroorana kwakangoerekana kwawaimbova nemudzimai kumudzimai anozivikanwa zvikuru.
"Kana vanhu vakarambana, usatarisa chikonzero mune chimwe chazvo. Nhengo dzose mbiri dzine mhosva, saka dzakarurama. Saka, pasinei nokuti ndakatsamwiswa sei, - anodaro Julia Rutberg, - muupenyu hwangu handingatauri chinhu pamusoro pezwi rakaipa raAlshasha. Ndinofunga kuti iye muimbi ane ruzha uye munhu ane simba. Nemwoyo wose ndinoda Lesha kufara, zvisinei hazvigoni kuva. Pashure pezvose, takagara pamwe chete kwemakore mazhinji. Paiva nenguva - vaidanana zvikuru. Ndinotarisira kuti iye nhasi anogara nemurume anodikanwa zvikuru kwaari.
Alyosha angadai asina kusarudza kutora danho rakadaro asati atanga kufunga nezvechimwe chinhu. Takaparadzanisa shamwari, uye kupusa kumushuva kusurukirwa kusingagumi uye marara akadai. Izvo zvisingagumbuki uye zvisina kunaka muupenyu, zviri nani. Nokudaro, usaparadza manzwiro pakutsamwa uye kutsiva. Vanofanira kupiwa chete kuda muvakidzani wavo.
Zvechokwadi, mushure mekuitika kwezvimwe zviitiko Tolya Lobotsky uye ndakanga ndine matambudziko pamwe neveimbova madzimai nevarume, asi hazvigoni kufarira kune vekunze. Chinhu chikuru ndechekuti tine ukama hwakanaka pakati pedu tose. Iko hakuna pfungwa yekutadza kwekare. Asi pane kuzadza kwakakwana kuti, kana Lobotsky uye ini ndiine nguva yakanaka pamwe chete, zvinoreva kuti isu, zvakare, tinofanira kuita kuitira kuti kusava nemunhu anotambudza. "
Anatoly ane nharo yake pachake: mararamiro ekutanga pazera remakore makumi mana nemana, mwanakomana ari iye zvino muduku kudarika baba vake. Zvisinei, mibvunzo yaTolya pamusoro pekare yakapfuura zvishoma uye yakangwara yakapindurwa:
"Ngatiti ini ndinozvibvumira mune zvizaruriro. Asi kubvunzurudzwa iyi kuchaverengwa nevakamboita madzimai, vana, kana vakadzi vandaimbova navo. Uye munhu wose achabva awedzera izvozvi zvose pachake ndokufunga kuti: "Muti-muti-tsvimbo, uye kwete ini aireva panguva ino?" Saka, handidi kutaura pamusoro pemisoro yakadai. "
Pachiratidzo chechitatu chehupenyu hwavo, vakabvumirana - basa, munoziva. Mariri, ivo-vanopisa uye vanoparara, vanopera uye vanozvarwa patsva. Iyi yemitambo ndiyo chinhu chavo. Julia Rutberg, eccentric, yakafanana nemutsara wakaputsika, nguva dzose inobatanidza pfungwa dzepfungwa dzakasiyana-siyana. Anatoly Lobotsky anozivawo kutamba kwete bedzi mhedzisiro yemanzwiro, asiwo maitiro ake asinganzwisisiki ekufambisa. Kunyange zvazvo ichi chiri chikonzero - Tolya akaita chibvumirano chake pamabhaisikopo emhepo nguva dzapera:
"Ndakanga ndichishanda nesimba muMayakovsky Theatre," anodaro Anatoly. - Ikoko ndakakokwa nemuongorori wemhizha Andrey Goncharov. Mwedzi woga woga waitamba kusvika kusvika makumi matatu. Kunyangwe, zvichida, ose bhizinesi mune zvandakagamuchira purogiramu yemitambo (ndisati ndapedza chikoro chetsika). Kana kuti zvichida chikonzero ndechekuti hazvina kana chizvarwa chevadzidzi vevane makore makumi matanhatu, kunze kweDima Pevtsov, akanga ari kutamba mufirimu. Mazita evamwe vaanodzidza navo, marwadzo, haazoti kune ani nhasi. Asi kana ndichitaura pamusoro pebasa rangu panguva iyoyo, ndinoreva boka revanhu, nokuti, semumwe mutambi, aibatanidzwa mumitambo yose, kusanganisira nhau, pasina. "
Lobotsky akava mutungamiriri wehurumende, uye akatarisa zvose zvingafungidzirwa uye zvisingafungidziki kutungamirira mabasa muMayakovka. Asi zvinyorwa zvomuimbi wacho hazvina kunetsa. Pane zvakasiyana, ndakanakidzwa nhanho imwe neimwe panhandare. Uyezve - mwoyo wakagumburwa:
"Rimwe zuva ndakaritora, ndikabva panhandare yacho. Uye nokusingaperi ... Kuruboshwe kuHolland, handizivi kuti nei, sei. Panguva imwecheteyo akanga asinganzwisisi kuti chii chaaizoita munyika yekusingaperi tulips. Wakaenda kunzvimbo isina chinhu. Sezviri pachena, pakanga pane dambudziko rakaoma rokusika. Makore gumi ekumirira nekuenderera mberi haana kuuya nemichero inotapira. Nokudaro akasvetuka, maziso ake akatarisa. Zvisinei, shure kwehafu yegore kutengesa, akayera zvinhu zvose, akafunga, uye akadzokera kumusha wake wekutamba. Vakagamuchira izvi nemufaro, asi vakagadzirisa kukakavadzana mukati nekunzwisisa. "
Kunzwisisa kwacho kungave kwakavaunza pedyo. Lobotsky haana huchenjeri hwekuita nemanzwiro emudzimai wake akanyarara. Nokudaro, zvakanaka chaizvo kuti havasi ivo chete vanofananidza, asiwo vanoita mune dzakasiyana-siyana. Asi hurumende haina kukanganisa hafu yake. Anatoly anongotaura nezvemabasa omudzimai wake: zvishoma - zvinotaura. Murume wake anovaziva zvakanaka, saka haazvibatsiri. Kunyangwe mushure mekutanga kwekutanga kuchakwazisa, kurumbidzwa. Anonzwisisa kuti basa guru nderipi. Julia, zvisinei, haasi kunyengedza, anotaura nezvouchenjeri hwemumwe wako sezvizvi:
"Chero chero chimiro chaanoita, anogara achichiremekedza. Handinyadziswi naye. Isu tinoverengeka tichienda kune mumwe nemumwe kune zviitiko. Kana iwe uchida munhu, iwe unovimba naye. Asi paunotanga kukwikwidza mubasa nemunhu waunogara naye, iwe unofanira kupararira ... Murume wake ane pfungwa inonakidza yokuseka. Grigory Gorin wekupedzisira akati uyu ndiye Antonio anodikamwa zvikuru wevose vakange vari muchitamba "Dambudziko pamadzimba enyu ose."
Iko uhu hukama hwepamusoro here? Kwete, zvinowanzoitika. Nokuda kwemwoyo. Sezvo vawana mumwe nomumwe, vakawedzera nzvimbo yakawanda yehukama hwepedyo hwepedyo, iyi yakava yechina yekutaura muhukuru hwekuda kwavo - imba iyo senharaunda yekufara, kunyarara chete, zvinowanzoitika uye zvakasiyana-siyana. Kana pasina bhizinesi, uye imba yacho yakanyarara, inowanikwa inoshamisa. Tolia anoverenga, Julia anodzidzisa magwaro. Dzimwe nguva vanopinda mafirimu. Dzimwe nguva, kwemazuva mashomanana, pane dacha, asi izvi hazvishamisi. Lobotsky anonyanya kufarirawo mubati wehove. Inokonzerwa nemasikirwo, kubva kune kusurukirwa. Haasi munhu wepachena, kwete kukakavadzana, haaiti kukosha pamusoro pake pachake, asi iye anoita zvose zvinogoneka kuti arege kutarisa kune iye pachake. Julia haasi kupesana nekunyarara, asi haagoni kugara oga kwenguva refu. Izvo zvinoitika, zvisinei, zvisingawanzoitiki, apo mushure mekunge pakati peusiku vanouya vanouya kwavari. Vanhu vanoona vasingadiwi, shamwari dzisingatarisirwi nemufaro uye mufaro.
Chigumbuso chemhuri zhinji - nzira yehupenyu - vakadzivisa. Zvakanaka, handizvo zvavanoreva. Julia naAnatoly kuti "bytovuhe" vataure nezvekusununguka kukuru: ani naani ane nguva, iye uye anoputika. Kwete "Domostroi". Uyezve, dzimba dziri mangwanani-ngwanani chete, uye kunonoka manheru. Zvokudya zvokudya zviduku - pamhanyi: kofi nemukaka, yogurt, cottage cheese, cereal inogadziriswa. Mabiko ari pamitambo. Kunyange zvazvo Julia ari fan guru rekuJapan. Uye pamusha wake haanzwisisi zvose izvi zvinofadza zvekudya nenzira yezana zana nemakumi matanhatu nemanomwe saladi. Sei?
"Ndinoda chaizvo kubika soups. Uye ini ndinogadzira marudzi ose ehadhi. Chinhu chikuru ndechikukurumidza. Puti kwemaawa maviri pachitofu - kwete kwandiri. Pane imwe nguva ndaive nezvakawanda zvechiitiko chaamai vangu. Akatokwanisa kudyisa munhu wose, kunyange paainge ari "scoop," apo zvose zvakanga zvisingakwanisi. Pamba, mukova unogara uchizaruka, vanhu 50 vakaungana kwemazuva ekuzvarwa. Ndinoyeuka kuti pamhemberero yangu ini amai vangu vakagara vasina simba, uye ose pamatama ake akamusunungura. Ndakasarudza: muupenyu hwangu izvi hazvingaitiki. "
Mumwe Yulia ane Tolya "kwauri" ane kombiyuta. Mwanakomana waGrisha anovabatsira kuti vazive chishamiso ichi. Nenzira, ukama hwaYulia pamwe naye hunovakirwa paunogona kuvimba, sezvakaitwa nehama nehanzvadzi. Zvakanaka, mune izvo Julia azere nekusaziva, saka zviri muunyoro hwokucheka:
"Ndinorangarira kushambidza chikwata chekudya kuchikoro" pakuchengeta imba ". Mudzidzisi kwenguva yakareba aisagona kuwana tsanangudzo yemano angu ekugadzira basa. Chinhu chinosemesa zvikuru ndechekuti shamwari yangu neni takasunga shati maererano nemufananidzo wakafanana. Akawana "Boot Spanish", uye ndine "Triumphal Arch".
Muhupenyu humwe, Julia anosarudza mitambo yemitambo. Chinhu chikuru - kunzwisisa zvaunotarisana nayo, uye kunzwa uchinetseka. Ndizvo zvaungaita iwe pachako maitiro ako: "Dzimwe nguva ndinongoda kupfeka chero chinhu kuti ndive nechivimbo. Muchitokisi chakafanana, unogona kutarisa zvakasiyana. Kuonekwa kunobva pane zvaunofunga. Kana musoro usingakuvadzi, iwe hauna hanya, muduku. Zvose zvakanaka! Uye kamwe kamwe iwe uchaona: "Vanababa! Ndezvipi kune mamwe makore makumi maviri nemashanu ari pachiso chakatora, apo idzi dzinosunga mafudzi, pane maziso-kuputika, nzeve dzakafanana nenzivu? "
Izvo chete muParis, anogona kukwanisa kuchinja zvakanyanya vashandi uye nguva refu kutengesa. Uye saka zvese zvinotengeswa zvinogadzirwa pamhiri. Muhupenyu hupenyu hwezuva nezuva, kunyatsogadzirwa kwemuiti wemusikana Vakhtangov Theater Julia Rutberg. Ichokwadi, iye anoda kuedza ruvara rwebvudzi rake. Uye unofunga, unofunga, unofunga ... ita zvipo zvisingafungi. Nekunakidza anotenga mbatya dzeTolik - mashizha, mazuru, mafuta anodhura. Kubva kune dzimwe nzendo anounza waanoda fodya. Anounza mifananidzo yake yengamera, iyo Julia ave kwenguva yakareba uye achishuva kuunganidza. Uye mweya yeKleene. Mukati iyo mudzimai haakwanisi kushivirira maruva se "kusunga", saka maruva anongoratidzwa chete kubva pamwoyo, uye chete apo mweya unoimba.
Asi izvo Julia haakwanisi kuzviramba iye oga ari muzvitsva zvitsva uye mutsikisi. Anobvuma kuti ane shungu dzakadaro kubva kuna amai vake. Mutori wenhau ane chikamu chakanaka cheshu, zvisinei, haakwanisi kupfuura nekodhi yakanaka. Uyezve nebhokisi idzva, hongu mumatekisi. Anogona kuzorora nyore zuva rose, asi gwagwasi muhupenyu hahuzoburuki.
Havagone kuchengetedza pamwechete nemurume wake. Uye havaedzi. Kana chimwe chinhu chichikuvadza chaizvo - chikwereta, uye utenge. Tinofanira kurarama chero bedzi patinorarama. Asi muhombodo yakazara ivo vachaputsa, vachashanda sevatongi, asi vachagadzirisa matambudziko evana, vabereki, kana pane. Ichi ndicho chimwe, chikamu chechishanu muhutano hwehupenyu hutsika hwomutambi wemusangano Vakhtangova, Julia Rutberg.
Makore anoverengeka adarika , baba vaJulia, Ilya Grigorievich, vakarwara zvikuru. Zvaitora kurapa mari. Mwanasikana anonetseka papa akaita zvose kuderedza kutambura kwake. Yakabvumirana pane zvese zvingabvumirwa pasina. Ndakabva ndaenda kunzvimbo yerima, apo muoni akange asinganzwisisi nharo yake yepuroetic. Mushonga wejena nemakava unobatwa nemufaro nemupambi - chokwadi chakadikanwa. Uye ngatibvisei mumwe nomumwe, ndiani achabata zvakanyanya: zvose "hack" uye "bezard", uye "kusungirirwa", uye "vakasiya padanho kusvika kumanzwi ezvitsitsinho zvavo." Zvechokwadi, Rutberg aiziva zvakakwana kuti akanga asiri kuenda chaizvo kune vateereri vake, asi baba vake vakanga vachirwara zvikuru ... Muhupenyu huno anoremekedza uye asinganzwisisi anoteerera vatatu vevarume vake: baba, murume, mwanakomana. Zvakanaka, hongu, hapana-yakamira yakasimba. Nokufamba kwenguva, kurwadziwa kwomweya kwakapera. Uye chinhu chikuru - kuna baba vakava nyore.
"Ini handiri wevaya avo, mushure mekurova gama rakarurama, vatsiva kuruboshwe. Ndiri kuenda kune imwe nzira - ndinorega kutaura kwose nevanhu vakadaro. Uye pakarepo ndiudzei kuti handisi kuzokanganwira ani zvake. Pane kudaro, ndinogona kukanganwira, asi handigone kukanganwa. Nzira yekubata nayo nevaya vari kuedza kuvanza godo nekutsamwa? Hongu, Ishe, tsvaka midzi yematambudziko mukati mako! Kana munhu ari muchengeti, ndiye iye ari muchengeti. Kana akaita unyengeri, sei uchimirira wakanyarara kwechipiri? Zviri nani kuti utsanangure uye urege kurega kutaura naye. Kune vanhu vandisina kutaura navo kwenguva yakareba.
Handina simba uye handina kusimba . Pane imwe nguva iye akazviisa pachake masikiti e "mukadzi asingakwanisi kutora", achizvidzivirira pari kure nechekuita uye iri kubudirira kwemukadzi wechikadzi. Uye kubvira zvino zvichida ndinoda chiso changu kuratidza chete izvo zvinorarama uye izvo mweya unofara. Ndashandura zvakawanda munguva pfupi yapfuura. Basa racho rinoda kunakidza kutamba uye kunyengera kunyengera vateereri. Asi imba, mhuri, shamwari ndeimwe chinhu. Dhiyabhorosi, shandisa - imwezve. Uye ndakagara ndichigadzirisa zviso zvose izvi mu pigtail imwe. Zvino, kutenda Mwari, ndakamira, ndakatarisa-tarisa, ndakashandura pfungwa dzangu uye ndakavakazve. "
Kungoshandiswa kunotsanangurwa pamusoro pokuti chero zviyero zvakadini zvinowanikwa zvakagadzirwa. Nzvimbo yekubikira yekutarisira uye kupisa kwemoyo - yatotopfuura. Zvose izvo zvino zvinonzi mhuri yeRuthberg-Lobotsky inoumbwa, yakamanikidzwa, yakasungirirwa.
"Dzimwe nguva, zvinoratidzika," anodaro Julia, "kuti Ishe pachavo vakandipa chipo chakadaro. Nhasi, handigoni kufungidzira kuti makore aya ose ndaigara sei kunze kweTolia. Handisi kuedza kumufananidza nomumwe wevanhu vangu vekare - hazvina maturo. Zvichida, mberi naJulia Rutberg, zvakare, pane zvimwe zvakanaka kwazvo, asi nyaya yakasiyana chaizvo. Asi isu tingadai takavhundutswa naye ipapo, isu takarasika, tingadai takarasikirwa zvakawanda. Vaizotambura pasina mumwe nomumwe. Kune zvose izvozvo, isu tiri vanhu vakasiyana zvachose. Zvichida, ichi ndicho chido chehukama, apo pane imwe nguva inonyanya kukoshesa hukama hwevanhu hwakasiyana-siyana uye huchiita kuti ichitaurire midziyo. "