Zvinenge zvisina kunaka kutaura kuti zvinhu zvose zvakasara munguva yakapfuura uye haafaniri kushushikana nezvehutano hwake - Sergei achiri kuchirwere chezvinyorwa zvezvokurapa uye nguva nenguva anozoongorora. Zvisinei, haagamuchiri mari yekutsvaga chemotherapy nemishonga yakashandura yemishonga inorayirwa neHIV-izvi hazvidiwi. Asi pane dzimwe nguva anotambura nemabhadharo emabhanji, asi anoshanda navo nokukurumidza. Hero yedu inotenda kuti yaive nerombo rakanaka: akasangana nachiremba uyo asina kungomuporesa chete, asi akabatsirawo kukunda matambudziko akawanda epfungwa uye kuti atendezve maari. Sergei akabvuma kusangana nesu uye anotiudza nhau yake, nokuti ane chokwadi: sangano redu rinotapa varwere veAIDS uye vane utachiona hweHIV zvikuru, vachivashandura kuva vakadzingwa, kunyange ne "denda rezana remakore rechi20", sezvo chirwere chacho chinonzi, zvose hazvisi zvisinganzwisisiki, sezvinowanzonzi kutenda.
Kudzivirira kwangu kwakaparadza zvinodhaka
"Muhuduku hwedu, hatiwanzofungi nezvekuchengetedza utano hwedu kana kuti kwete kuhuparadza nehupenyu. Zvinoratidzika kuti hupenyu huri mberi, uye makore ediki achaenderera mberi kwenguva refu. Mukuwedzera, kune miedzo yakawanda kwazvo, ichivimbisa uncharted sensations. Muedzo wakadaro waunoda kuva nawo, nekuti vechidiki vazhinji vane madhiragi. Ndakawanawo izvi zvinonakidza. Muzhizha ra1994, ndakatanga kudurura, - anodaro Sergei. "Kubva panguva iyoyo, kwemakore maviri nehafu, kaviri pavhiki ndakazvijora ndoga nemishonga. Pakutanga, nokukurumidza akadzoka, asi munguva pfupi akafunga kuti hutano hwangu hwakazununguswa. Ndaiwanzovhiringidza chiropa, ndakanga ndisingarambi ndichirwara nemabhoruru, mwoyo wangu waiva uchikurira, kuputika mapfupa akaumbwa mumavhenda angu. Nezvo zvakanga zvakaoma kuyananisa - ndisati ndanyunyuta nezvehutano. Iye zvino ndainzwa kunge nderembera-kurwara uye kurwara. Zvakanga zvakakodzera kuita chimwe chinhu nokukurumidzira: zvaisakwanisa kurarama zvakare.
Inzwa nezvekupararira kwekukurumidza kweHIV pakati pemishonga yekushandisa zvinodhaka, ndakavhiringidzika uye mugore ra1991 rakasarudza kubvisa tsika inoparadza nekubatsirwa nenzira itsva dzekurapa AIDS. Zvichida kana ndikapedza kuongororwa kweHIV. Chiitiko chakanaka, icho chakazosimbiswa kuIsimba reEpidemiology nemitatu yekuongorora, yakandiita kuti ndive nekutya. Zvadaro ndaive nemakore makumi maviri nemaviri, uye zvataurwa zvakaratidzwa kwandiri zvakaratidzika zvakafa. Vanachiremba vakafanotaura kuti ini ndaifanira kurarama makore makumi manomwe nemakore manomwe, uye ndinofanira kugara ndichitora mishonga inokosha yekudzivirira utachiona.
Handizivi kuti chii chaizoitika kwandiri dai ndisina kusangana naDkt Gore Shirdel, uyo aibva ku White Church kuenda kuKiev, kuzopa AIDS Centre mvumo yekurapa. Chiremba akandibvunza kana ndakabvuma kutora chirwere chekurapa kubva kwaari, ndokusiya foni yangu. Sezvo pakanga pasina chinhu kwandiri kuti ndirasike, ndakasarudza pasina kufunga zvikuru kuti ndiedze nzira iyi yekurapa pandiri. Uyezve, Dr. Shirdel akazvipira kutora zvose zvaakatenga ndokutenga zvinodiwa kugadzirira mari yake.
Seven troubles ...
Pandakapinda mukiriniki yaDr. Shirdel, zvakanga zvisiri nyore kutaura kuti handina kurwara: Ndaigara ndichirwadziwa nekukanganiswa kunotyisa, zvinenge zvese nekuputika uye kubhururuka kwebronchi kwakasvibiswa uye kwakagadziriswa, ndakatambura nekufema, ndisingagoni kufema nemhino, usiku nekuda kwe Ini kazhinji ndaisagona kurara nemusoro wakanyanya. Ndakakurumidza kuneta, ndakaputsa mapfupa ose nemapoka, zvikurukuru pamakumbo kana pamakumbo - osteoporosis yakatanga. Chiropa changu neitsvo zvakanga zvisingakwanisi kurarama nemutoro, mazino akabuda, uye ganda raive rinotyisa kuona.
Pamazuva okutanga ekurapwa (mishonga yaibatwa mukati-kati), fivhiri, tachycardia, yakandikanda mufivha, yakachenwa neitsvo. Asi kare pausiku hwekutanga mumakiriniki kwenguva yekutanga mumwedzi ndakarara. Zuva rimwe nerimwe, mamiriro angu akavandudzwa. Zvishoma nezvishoma, zviratidzo izvi zvakabva zvaenda, kwaiva nechido uye kufara, uye pamwechete nacho chokwadi chokuti ndichagadzirisa dambudziko racho.
Mushure memazuva gumi nemana ndakasunungurwa kumba. Ndakasiya munhu akasiyana zvachose - ndakadzokera kumararamiro ehupenyu pasina kurwadziwa uye kutambura.
Upenyu hunoenderera mberi!
Kubvira ipapo, makore gumi nemana apfuura. Ndinotungamira mararamiro anoshingaira, kushanda, kunzwa ndakakwana nesimba uye simba uye kubvisa chirwere ichi nekubatsirwa nenzira itsva dzehutano hweAIDS. Ndakakwanisa kubvisa kusvuta kwemishonga nekusingaperi. Iye zvino ndinoziva kuti AIDS haisi yehutachiona - ndeye chikonzero chegadziriro yepathocomplex inowanikwa mumuviri pasi pesimba rezvinhu zvisina kunaka zvinoparadza maitiro ezvirwere zvemuviri. Mune mhaka yangu, zvinodhaka zvakashata zvakadai. Kana ini ndisina kutora iwo, hutachiona hwangu hahuzogadziriswa. "
Utachiwana hweHIV huri chiratidzo chekuita immunodeficiency virus
Iyo chirwere chekuwana immunodeficiency chave chiripo kwenguva yakareba. Kwakanga kusina chinhu chakasikwa zvitsva pakuti muna 1981 ropa rakawanikwa mararamiro ehutachiona - musipo kwekuchengetedzwa kwezvirwere hakukwanise kuva nemararamiro, mabhakitiriya, fungi, nezvimwe. Kusvikira kukwaniswa kwehutachiona hwehutachiona, vanhu vakauya nenzira yakareba kwazvo. Kufambira mberi kwesayenzi nekwenyanzvi kwakabvisa munhu kubva kunzvimbo yakasikwa, zvichiguma nekuchinja kwakasiyana mumuviri. Pane pfungwa yakadaro: pathocomplex process. Nekuderera kweropa revanhu kwehuwandu hwehumwe hwezvinhu izvo zvinokonzera danho rekupedzisira rekuchengetedza kwemasorasi, kudzivirira zvishoma nezvishoma kunowedzera, kusvikira kupera zvachose. Utachiona hunopinda mumuviri hunopesana nehutachiwana huripo hunove hunoita zviratidzo. Uye hazvina mhosva kuti vanachiremba vanoitei mukurwisana neHIV, hapana humwe huri nani mune varwere. AIDS varwere vanouraya pneumonia, mabhakitiriya zvirwere, 50% yehutachi. Kana hutachiona pachahwo hwakanga huchirwara, vaizofa nawo! Mune mhaka yaSergei, kurapwa kwacho kwakataurirwa kuti isarwisana nehutachiona, asi kubvisa pathocomplex chirongwa uye kuwedzerwa hutachiona, uye nekubatsirwa kwezvinodhaka izvo zvakave zviripo kune mushonga wepamutemo kwemakore makumi mana. Izvi zvakapa chibereko chakanaka, icho chave chichiendeswa mberi kwemakore gumi nemana pasina chirongwa chinorambidza chirwere chinorapwa.