"Kuberekwa, nhau pamusoro pokuberekwa" ndiyo nyaya yenyaya yedu yemazuva ano, iyo yandichakuudza pamusoro pehupenyu hwangu.
Pano pose pamwedzi mipfumbamwe yekudzivirira kwangu kwasvika pakaguma, uye pamagumo ekupedzisira gynecologist akandiudza: "Zvinhu zvose, takura bhegi, gadzirira pfungwa, rimwe zuva rinofanira kubereka!". Ndakadzoka kumusha ndine hanya nekufara kuti ndichakurumidza kusangana nemwana wangu, nguva iyi yakareba yekumirira inoguma kusvika pakuguma. Asi pandakazoziva uye ndainzwisisa chokwadi chokuti ndaizobereka nguva pfupi, kunzwa kwomufaro kwakatanga kuchinjwa nekunzwa kwakasiyana zvakasiyana. Ndakaona kuti ndaitya zvikuru. Pakarepo ndakakanganwa zvinhu zvose zvinoshamisa zvakandifambisa mukati memwedzi mipfumbamwe: mufaro wekutanga pandakaziva kuti ndaitarisira mwana; urongwa hwevana; kutenga zvenguvo kumwana; chisarudzo chezita. Musoro wakanyongedzwa nemufungiro mumwechete - kubereka, zvinorwadza!
Ndinotya mararamiro evhari uye marwadzo. Uye aitya kurwadziwa kwekuberekwa zvakanyanya, kunyange zvazvo aida kubereka zvakasununguka. Kutya kwangu kwakakurudzirwawo nekuona panguva yemafirimu mazhinji umo mukadzi panguva yekuzvarwa kwake anofanira kunge akachema (haana kuchema, asi nehuro nguva dzose). Hongu, uye "vakanaka" vasikana, amai, vose vairatidzirana mumashoko ezvinyorwa, kuti zvakarwadza sei kuvatsungirira, uye nguva yakareba sei gehena ichienderera mberi, kuti kuguma kana kupera kunogona kuonekwa.
Zvose izvi, zvechokwadi, hazvina kuwedzera pane tariro yangu uye maonero akanaka. Asi iwe haugone kuenda kuchipatara nemabvi anodedera. Nekutya kwangu ndaifanira kuita chimwe chinhu. Uye mazuva mashomanana akasiyiwa ndaifanira kudzidza mabhuku akasiyana-siyana mukutsvaga mazwi anodikamwa "kubereka hazvikuvadzi." Zvechokwadi, handina kumbobvira ndawana chinhu chakadai, zvakadaro, ndakanga ndichiri kutsigira ruzivo pamusoro pekuchinja, nyaya dzekubereka mwana. Handina kumhanya kubva pakutya kwangu kurwadziwa, kuibvarura kana kuti kwete kufunga nezvazvo. Pane zvakasiyana, ndakasarudza kuzvifungisisa uye kuisa pamashanda. Uye ndizvo zvandakawana.
Chokutanga, ndakagamuchira uye ndakaziva kuti ini ndicharamba ndichirwadziwa. Zvakanaka, pakanga pasina nyaya imwechete munhau iyo mukadzi akaberekera asina kurwadziwa. Asi! Nenzira chaiyo yeshoko, hakuzovi nekurwadziwa kusingaregereki. Hongu, zvinokuvadza, asi, zvekare, zvinoregererwa. Mushure mezvose, munhu mumwe nomumwe akasiyana nenzira yake uye mumwe nomumwe ane muchero wake wekunzwa. Uye ini handina mubvunzo kuti kune munhu wese wakakosha Mamiriro ezvinhu achapa kutambura kukuru sezvino kana izvi zvichakwanisa kutsungirira. Kwete.
Panguva ino, unogona kutarisa nzvimbo yechitendero, iyo inoti Mwari anoda munhu wose. Isu tose takasikwa neMusiki, uye Iye anotida isu tose. Kuberekwa inzira inoratidzwawo naYe. Iye, seMusiki ane rudo, aisazotumira vana vake, kutambura kusingagumi. Kana zvisina kudaro, pfungwa yose yorudo, pamusoro pechitendero chaicho, yakagara ichiratidzwa.
Uye kubva kune imwe nzvimbo yezvechiremba, munhu anogona kutaura kuti nhengo imwe neimwe inopiwa "analgesic system" iyo inotungamirira kurwadziwa kwekutambudzika. Kana ikava inorwadza kwazvo, zvino morphine-semiti inotanga kusunungurwa, iyo inoderedza marwadzo ekurwadziwa kwomuviri. Izvo zvakaita sokuti yaiva aneshehesia yakazvimirira.
Chechipiri, ndakaona kuti ndinotya kufa panguva yekuberekwa, sezvazvaiva muMiddle Ages. Asi kunyange zvakadaro, kutya kwakanyangarika nokukurumidza kubva pakuziva kuti sayenzi uye teknolojia yakaenda mberi mberi. Pamberi pangu pachave vadzidzisi vanoziva avo vanoona, kana chimwe chinhu chichienda, uye munguva inobatsira rubatsiro rwakakodzera.
Chechitatu, ndakarega kuteerera kune "mhando" dzemadzimai-vasikana avo vakanga vari "ta-ah-kurwa!", Kusarudza kuti ndaizove zvakasiyana, nokuti ndaive ndakagadzirira mupfungwa. Kuva nemafungiro akanaka kunowanzove kuwedzera kukuru muedzo wakaoma. Uye nyaya yerimwe vavakidzani vangu, avo vekuberekwa kwekuzvarwa, vakatarisa firimu yevakadzi vachitambudzwa nefascist mumisasa yevasungwa munguva yeGreat Patriotic War, yakanditungamirira kumagariro ekuti ndizvigadzirire "rudzi runokonzera kurwadziwa", iro rusingambove rinotyisa kutambura. Muchiitiko ichi, muvakidzani, paakanga aneta nokurwa, akafunga kuti vakadzi vari mumisasa vakanga vachitambudzika nekuda kweamai vaamai chete, saka sei aisazogadzirisa mwana wake.Ndaifanira kufungisisa uye kuti ndinzwisise sei zvose zvataurwa pamusoro peizvi kamwe, zvisati zvaitika chiitiko chinonakidza chakanga chaitika. Asi apo hondo dzakatanga, ndakaenda kuchipatara zvachose ndakadzikama uye ndine chivimbo kuti zvose zvichave zvakanaka!