Psychology: rudo rusina mufaro

Mwoyo wangu waive wakasununguka. Pakati pevashandi kusvika pano, hakuna munhu akakwezva. Asi neimwe nzira ndakasangana nemurume aichibva atova murudo.
Zvakaoma kunzwisisa mutauro wemwoyo, asi pandakazosangana neRoma, yakapa chiratidzo chakajeka chekurira kuti ndinoyemura nekufara: pano, zvino, rudzi rwe rudo rwuri!

Ndanga ndashanda kwemwedzi inopfuura mwedzi yakasimba. Iri ndiro raiva basa rokutanga muupenyu, saka ndakaisa zvinhu zvose zvakanakisisa zvandinokwanisa, kutarisa nekunetseka kune vashandi kutanga zuva rebasa ne manicure kana yeti yepati. Ini ndakanga ndisingazivi chero hupi hupi huri hufisi, kwete makuhwa, hapana mavhidhi akaiswa. Mwoyo wangu wakanga wakasununguka, ndakanyatsodzidza vashandi vevarume, vachitarisira kumira kune rimwe ravo. Izvo zvinodikanwa - pane chete. Izvo zvinodikanwa - kwehupenyu hwake hwose. Akatema maziso ake, akaongorora chiremerera, asi hapana munhu akanyanya kukokwe. Nenzira imwe neimwe ndakafamba nemugwagwa ndikamuona. Akashanda mune rimwe bapiro rehofisi yedu yakawanda, uye zvaive zvichikwanisa kusangana chete mumugwagwa chaiwo kana mune cafe apo vashandi vachinwa kofi. Ndakanga ndisingazivi zvandaitarisira kubva kwandiri pakarepo ndakashungurudza manzwiro, ndakanga ndisingafungi kuti ndaigona kuziva murume uyu akanaka, ndakangosarudza kushambira nekuyerera kwemanzwiro angu, ndisingaiti chero chido chekumufadza kana kuti kuswedera pedyo. Uye rimwe zuva ...

Ndakakwira masitepisi , uye Roma akakurumidza kunditora. Ndakangoerekana ndagumburwa, zvakangoerekana zvawira pasi pangu. Asi akakwanisa kugara patsoka dzake.
"Ndine urombo, pangozi," akadaro, achinyemwerera, kwete kunyara zvachose.
"Uye ndakafunga kuti ndaifanira kukubata iwe," akapindura kudaro zvinoshamisa.
"Hapana chimwe chechimiro!" Answered Roman.
- Providence inondichengetedza nguva dzose uye kwose kwose! Mumamiriro ezvinhu anoshamisa!
"Zvinosuruvarisa," Ndakapika.
- Ndiyo tsitsi dzisina kuwira? - akashamisika.
"Zvinosuruvarisa kuti ivo havana kuwira mumaoko angu," ndakanyura. - Ndinogona kufungidzira mufananidzo uyu! Murume akadai akadaro mumaoko emadiki akaduku. Unoyera zvakadini? Handina kumbokura makirogiramu gumi.
"O, saka ndinozofanira kurasikirwa nezvakawandisa," akaseka uye, achisimudza ruoko rwake kwandiri, akapfuurira mberi.
"Kuzivana kwakanaka," akazvidya mwoyo. "Zvakanaka, ndirini pandichadzidza kudzikama muchiso, pane kutaura zvinhu zvakashata!" Saka kwenguva refu ndichagomera murume uyu. Uye ini ndatozvifarira. Ndinoda kuva pedyo naye, kumhanyira kwaari pamazuva, kutsvoda mberi, kumirira, kutambura! Zvakanaka, sei handigoni kuva chequette, kunyorera varume pamusungo, sekuita vamwe? Fool! Zvakaipa! Saka ndinouda! "
Asi kwemazuva mashomanana, njodzi yakandipa imwe mukana. Ndakaenda kubhangi kunotora magwaro anokosha, uye mukuru akati mumwe wevashandi vaizoenda neni mumotokari yepamutemo.
Uyu munhu aiva muRoma. Akandiona ndokusimudza nheyo achishamisika:
"Uri kuenda kubhangawo here?"
- Uye kwete izvozvo chete! Ndakapindura ndichifara.
"Ndinofanira kutora murwi wemapepa kubva ipapo." Ndinogona kutotanga kufungidzira kuti unovaendesa sei kuhofisi, uye ndinofamba pamwe chete.

Izvo zvakanaka, handizvo here? Ichokwadi, iwe unogona kuramba. Uye ini, zvakasununguka, ndinogona kuzvikwezva ini ndoga. Asi zvinonakidza! Romana akanga asingatyi netariro yekuva porter, uye ini ndakapinda mumotokari pedyo nomutyairi. Nzira yose yatakataura pamusoro pezvinhu zvinonakidza uye, apo motokari yaiputika, takanga tatova "iwe" uye taidana nemazita. Mumoyo mangu ndakakunda. Izvo zvakaitika! Akarota kusangana-uye akasangana! Uye ndizvo zvaakanga akarota naye!
"Vika, ini ndinotaura kuti mushure mebhanhire isu tinoshanduka tava cafe uye tine kofi nemakeke," yakaratidza hukama hutsva.
"Chokwadi iwe unogona," ndakabvuma. "Asi ini ndichanwa kofi ndoga, uye iwe uchange ugare mumotokari uye uchichengetedza magwaro." Kana zvakasiyana. Handigoni kusiya mapepa anokosha asina kutarisirwa.
"Uh, kwete!" Ndinopesana naro! Zvino ngatinwe kofi shure kwebasa. Zviri nani. Hatichakurumidza kuenda kupi, tinogona kutaura, kutamba, "akadaro. Manheru ose takagara mu classy cafe. Vakanwa kofi nekognac, vakatamba. Imba yoga yakadzoka manheru, kunyange zvazvo Roma yakazvipira kuenda neni.
- Kwete! Akapindura zvinoshamisa. "Inguva yevana vacheche, uye kuti varege kuona vasikana vakuru." Uye imba iri pedyo nemumwe. Akange achinyengedza uye akanditarisa mune imwe nzira isinganzwisisiki, pasinei nekufarira.

Mangwanani, vashandi vakandikomba nechende yakasimba uye yakavharwa nemibvunzo. Mumwe munhu akaona kuti takaenda kubhangi pamwe chete neRoma, mumwe munhu akacherechedza kuti vakagara ipapo uye kuti ivowo vakadzoka pamwechete, zvakaitika kune mumwe munhu kuti apedze manheru mune imwe cafe apo tanga tiri ...
- Zvakanaka, shanduka, bvuma! Tatove takakomba mudzimai mukuru wehofisi yedu? - vakakurudzira, uye munyori Galina akazorora achigomera, achiti:
- Chinhu chinonyanya kukosha ndechekuti Margo ane godo haasati atarisa Vіkulka yedu inokosha nemaziso ake akanaka.
Saka ndakadzidza kuti vaRoma vave vachifambidzana nehutano hwakanaka hwehofisi yaMargarita, iyo yose inonzi "Queen Margot". Musikana wacho, uye chokwadi, akanga akanaka. Asi chete kwenguva yose yandakaita pano, saka handina kumboona Roma naMargo pamwe chete. Mushure mezvose, mukadzi haasi hekecheche, haagoni kuiswa muhomwe yake ... Uye kunyanya zvakadaro, kana mukadzi uyu ari mudiwa. Zvinhu zvisina maturo vashandi vedu vanoti, Handisi kuzoteerera kwavari.
"Eh, Galka," ndakati kumunyori. "Wave wakanyatsopera mashoko!" Zvose zvinochinja nokukurumidza, mudiwa wangu!
"Ndine chokwadi nazvo," vakanyunyutira Galka zvinyorwa, asi zvose hazvina kukakavara, asi haana. Ndakanga ndisingadi kubvuma munyori, asi mwoyo wangu wakanyarara, uye ndakasarudza, pamukana wakanakisisa, kuratidzira mubazi rekutengesa, apo mudiwa wedu waive achida basa. Akarota kufunga nezveMadame ari pedyo.
Ndaida kunzwisisa kuti Margot akadaro sei varume. Zvichida, kana iwe ukatarisa zvakanyanya, iye haana chero zvakavanzika zvakavanzika? Uye zvakare akazobatsirwa, sekuti kana achiti: "Unoda here? Iwe nemakadhi ari muruoko! "Pandakapinda mune dhipatimendi rekutengesa, akamira pedyo nebhokisi rakakura ndokusarudza faira yaaida. Kutendeseka, muminiti yekutanga, kunyange mweya wangu wakabatwa. Kwandiri kune iye! Asi ini handidi kuva mukadzi kana ndisina kuedza kunzwisisa chii chinoita kuti iye asakanganisika. "Ishe! - Ndakafunga, ndichidzokera kunzvimbo yangu yebasa. - Hungu, kunaka uku kwakazvisika pachako. Icho chimiro, chokwadi, chakakosha, chiso chakanaka, asi handisi kuipa. Asi chikwata chekugadzira, mbatya dzakashongedza, mararamiro edzimai-vamp ... Kutarisa kubva pasi peeyelashes, kusemwerera kunotaura pamusoro pekumusoro kusinganzwisisiki, chikwata chakasimudza ... Ndicho chikonzero varimi vasingabvisi maziso avo! Zvakanaka, Margot!

Ndichatora muenzaniso kubva kwamuri! Zvaringana kare kuti ini ndimhanya-soro mumusasa we-shabby uye ndakatsika-tsika masheya akare! "Mune shoko, ndakanyarara zvishoma. Mukuwedzera, Roma haana kubhadhara Margot, asi hukama hwedu hwakakurumidza kukura. Imwe musangano mu cafe, yechipiri, yechitatu - uye mwedzi gare gare ndaigona kutaura nechivimbo kuti ndive musikana wake. Vasikana vacho vakazarura miromo yavo vachishamisika apo kamwe kamwe pachikumbaridzo chehofisi yedu kwaiva neRoma ane rosi muruoko rwake. Akanyarara achifamba-famba pamatafura akaisa ruzivo pangu, akanditsvoda padama ndokubva ati: "Vika, manheru, sekugara." Izvi "sezviitiko" zvinodzinga vashandi vangu vachipenga. Havana kugona kunyange kuviga godo. Uye panguva iyoyo ndaifanira kuwana simba rekusakurumidza kuenda kumutsipa weRoma, kwete kuti ndive nemisodzi kubva pamanzwiro anopfuura, asi kungobata musoro musoro wake chete: "Zvechokwadi, sezviitiko, shamwari yangu." Oo, uye uku kuvhara kwemusoro kwakanga kwakandiomera! Ukama hwangu neRoma hwakanga huri nhau imwe chete. Hofisi madzimai akatora nzvimbo yekucherechedza zvinyararire, uye chete Galca akanga achiri nemafungiro ake ekare.
- Revolution! Zvakanaka, iwe uri benzi! Akasimbisa. - Romka kubva kuMargot haazombosiyi! Vakakakavadzana, uye vanomunyengedza noupenzi hwomupenzi! Iwe unofunga kuti murume uyu akaisvonaka akawira murudo newe here?

Zvinura meso ako, iwe benzi! Asi ini ndakaona Roma chete, uye ndakaedza kuwana chikonzero chezvimwe zviito zvake. Hungu, handina kufarira chaizvo zvaakazivisa manzwiro ake. Asi pandakaona kutarira kwehanzvadzi dzevasikana, kusanganisira Galki, ndakafunga kuti: "Zvinotonhora! Kana Romchik aida chaizvo kutamba neni kuti amutse godo raMargo, aisazombobvuma pachena kwandiri murudo. Uye vasikana - ivo vanongova negodo pamusoro pekufara kwedu, izvi zvakajeka! "Zvisinei, dambudziko guru raiva rokuti Roma akanga asina kumbobvuma kuti aida. Akakaitirana nharo pamusoro payo yakawanda uye nechishuwo, asi handina kunzwa izwi rokuti "Ndinoda" kubva kwaari panguva iyo.
"Vika, iwe uri musikana anoshamisa," akadaro. "Iwe unenge uine hupenzi hushoma."
"Ndinofungidzira ini ndinofanira kungomhanya zvakananga kubva pa skyscraper kuenda kumugwagwa kuti ndikuratidzei zvakasiyana," Ndakanyomba. - Mwari ngazvirege! - Akandikumbatira zvinyoronyoro. "Izvo zvisina maturo!" Ndinokuda iwe! Asi, mumaonero angu, Roma aifarira izvozvo nokuda kwake ini ndakagadzirira zvachose chero chinhu. Kunyange kutamba kubva padenga.
Izvi zvakapfuurira kwemwedzi inopfuura mwedzi, asi rimwe zuva Galka akapinda muhofisi yedu ndokubva ataura, achitarisisa kuona kuti mazwi ake aizoita sei kwandiri:
- Vasikana! Ndakanga ndangova Margo. Akati: "Kana, mangwana acho mangwana, Roma anotora iyo mall naye kumutambo, haazondionizve!" Ungafungidzira here? Ndati chii kwauri? Nenzira, uye ndeipi iyo ichava zuva rinotevera mangwana? Oo, zuva rekuzvarwa kweSanin! Vitka, wakadana Roma here? Sei iwe wakanyarara, shure kwezvose?

Ndakanga ndisinganzwisisi kuti ndingapindurei, ndisina -ndakanyatsofambisa mapepa. Ipapo akazununguka, zvokuti munyori wacho akaenda. Kuuya? Ndakafunga saizvozvo ini zuro. Takanga takagara pabhangi iri muimba yaRoma, akatsvoda mabvi angu ndokutaura chimwe chinhu pamusoro pekusafanana kwekuungana kwakadaro kwebhino, pamusoro pekuti anoda kuti ave neni zvikuru pamwe chete, asi uyu ndiye shamwari yake, saka munhu wose anofanira kuenda .
"Iwe uchandiita kambani, Vika?" - Akanyengedza, achitarisa mumaziso ake seimba yakatendeka. "Ini ndicharasikirwa kunze kwako." Uyai, musikana wangu, bvumirana! Ndakanyunyutira musoro wangu, ndichinyengera.
- Romka! Paunonzwa usiri kushivirira, undidonhedze nehombodo, uvanze iwe muhomwe yako uye uite nayo isingazivi. Asi zuva rinotevera haana kuonekwa muhofisi yangu. Sezviri pachena, makuhwa ava atova kusvika kwaari. Hatina kuronga musangano "sekugara", uye mushure mebasa ndakanga ndakamira pedyo nehofisi, ndichiita sokuedza kuvhara bhegi rangu. Nhoroondo yacho yakaonekwa mumusuo anenge hafu yenguva mushure mekuguma kwezuva. Akatarisa akaora mwoyo. Ndakagara mumotokari yangu uye ndakashamiswa. Asi akanditumira pamba pamba, akatanga kukumbira ruregerero:
- Vika! Ndine urombo, asi handikwanise kuenda kuSal's for my birthday. Kwemazuva mashomanana ndinofanira kusiya guta pane bhizinesi. Usanetseka! Mira kumba! Ndichadana.
"Zvakanaka," ndakapindura. "Ndinovimbisa kupikira kuti handichazokusiyi."
Maawa maviri kusati kwatanga kwepati, ndakanga ndakagara pamberi peTV, asi handina kuona muchero. Misodzi izere meso angu. Mushure mezvose, ndakanzwisisa: Romka akangonditema, akamhanyira semapenzi panguva yekudana kwaMargot ... Uye pakarepo pfungwa yakauya mupfungwa dzangu. Akasimuka uye akatanga kusangana nefivha. Hongu, ndakagadzirira zvepati rino. Ndakapedza mubhadharo wangu wose pamapfekete uye micheka yefashoni. Ndaida kuvhenekera pedyo nemukomana wangu, kuitira kuti izvi zvose zvinyoronyoro uye makuhwa avabvume kuti handisi nani kupfuura Margo. "Saka iwe unoti, Romochka, hakuna hutsinye huzhinji mandiri? Saka tichazviongorora! "

Ndakanga ndiri kuenda kumutambo , kunyange zvazvo ndakaviga pachivande tsvina yekupedzisira yekuti tariro yaisazove inodiwa, iyo yakasiyiwa zvechokwadi. Zvaanoda ndezvangu ... Asi pamusuo weSanina yeimba yakazara neRoma, uye pavakazarura mumwe aigona kufunga chinhu chimwe: takauya pamwe chete. Galka akatarisa panze shure kwefudzi rake uye kunyange kuridza mhere.
"Pindai," mutambi wacho akataura nenyota. "Vose vakaungana kwenguva yakareba, iwe chete wakanga wakamirira." Ini ndakashinga kupinda muimba, uye Roma akangoerekana atendeuka ndokubva aenda.
"Uri kuenda kupi?" Sanya akabvunza, akashamisika. "Chii chakashata?" Roma! Roman!
"Ndakakanganwa chimwe chinhu," ndakati. - Ndinofunga kuti haingadzoki nokukurumidza, kana zvachose. Akangosarudza kuenda neni kuitira kuti arege kunetseka. Uye ane bhizinesi. Paimba yevashanyi vakadzingirira nemirazi mumaoko avo, vakagumburwa kuva mapoka, vakurukura chimwe chinhu chinorarama. Galka akasvetuka ndokunditora mumakona akavharidzirwa.
- Revolution, zvichida iwe uri masochist? Wakauya nei? Iwe unoda kuzvikuvadza iwe pachako? Iwe unoda kuzvionera iwe pachako kuti Romka naMargot vanoyananisira sei, vachasangana mukati memaoko avo here?
"Unoziva sei?" - Ndakatsamwa. "Handitendi iwe, Galka!" Iwe unova negodo pamusoro pezvinhu izvi zvisina maturo! Unhook, ndapota! Galina akashungurudza ndokutaura akanyarara achiti:
- Ndaimbova munzvimbo yako apo Romka naMargot vakabuda. Hazvisizvo. Havana kupindira kwekanguva, vanopopotedzana nokusingaperi. Asi vanogara vachiita. Ini, zvakare, ndakatenda ipapo kuti akawira murudo neni ^ Akapa maruva, akamira pamabvi ake. Pano, benzi duku, uye rakanyunguduka. Asi muRoma akandisundira parutivi, iye chete akamukanda nemunwe wake. Iwe haufaniri kuuya pano, Victoria, oh, uye pasina!
- Uye kwete pasina zvachose! Ngatitange kufara! Zuva rekuzvarwa, shure kwezvose! - Ndakapindura ndakashinga, nokuti pakange pasina chimwe chandingataura. "Iva chii chichava!"
Takasvina Galka negirazi yemaspagne. Zvadaro kazhinji, kusvikira vashanyi vatanga kuwirirana mumaziso. Uye ipapo maiva maviri Margo pamberi pangu. Nenguva isipi ndakagadzira minwe miviri muhomwe yangu itsva uye cheekily akabvunza kuti:
"Zvichida wechipiri-ruoko?"
- Ndinemi, musikana, mune dzimwe nzvimbo ini handitengi! - Ndakaputika kuseka.
Uye ipapo vose Margot nokuda kwechimwe chikonzero chakange chiri pedyo neni. Ndakanga ndisinganzwisisi zvakanaka. Nenguva isipi ndakaona vaRoma vachifamba vakananga kwandiri uye vane ruvara rutsvuku mumaoko ake. Akatumira maruva kuna Margarita akati:
- Vika anogona kusimbisa: Ndakasvika pano ndoga. Ndinoda iwe chete, Rita. Akakanda maruva kure, akatendeuka pakarepo ndokufamba. Romka akabatwa naye, akamubata mumaoko, akamumanikidza, asingabvumi kuenda. Uye vakamira. Zvose zvakapoteredza zvakangoerekana zvatanga kupopota kwazvo.

Galka akagunun'una, akandimanikidza nebhokisi rakapinza mukati uye akabvunza kuti:
- Zvakanaka, shamwari yangu, unogutsikana here? Iwe haugoni kumudzosa! Uya kubva pano!
Ndakawira pasi, uye misodzi yakayerera panguvo yangu itsva. Muridzi wacho akaenda:
- Vika, ndinokwanisa kudana tekisi ...
- Ndichatonga! - Ndakagura ndikaenda. Hops mumhepo nokukurumidza yakanyangarika.
Ini naGalka takafamba zvishoma nezvishoma mumuguta rima, uye akati:
"Uye vasikana vose vanoziva nezvaRomka naMargot, asi vanoramba vachibatanidza nechisimba." Vanongopedza kukakavara, Romka anotanga kutarisira mumwe munhu, kuitira kuti Margo ane godo. Uye hakuna wakamuramba. Uye ndakaimbove ndichitenda iye ...
"Ivo vanyengeri here?" Hakuchina hanya pamusoro pomumwe nomumwe? Nokuda kwekuvandudzwa kwekunzwa, kumutsa manzwiro negodo?
- Kurudyi! - Galka akadanidzira, maonero ayo Romka naMargot kubva kune varume vasina kunaka nevatenzi vehupenyu panguva imwechete vakashandurwa kuva vashoma vahedheni vasina kukwanisa kuda pasina doping.
Ndaive nechokwadi: mangwana iyi shanduro ichakurukurwa nehofisi yose, uye vazhinji veRoma vakasiyiwa iye achadzikama zvachose. Akazvivhara muimba yekugezera uye akaputika misodzi. Uye ndanyarara, ndakasarudza: hapana mumwe munhu angamboita kuti nditambure!