Katya, muhuduku hwako wakarota kubata Bulgakovsky Margarita. Chii chaunofanana nacho nechifananidzo ichi?
Zvakatoitika kuti kunyange ndisati ndamboverenga runyorwa, ndakasangana nemumwe musingazivi mumugwagwa akanditaurira kuti: "Margarita iwe!" Zvainzwika zvakanyatsogutsikana kuti ndakamutenda, ndokubva atanga kuverenga bhuku uye akasarudza kuti isu, munhu mukuru unofanana chaizvo. Apo ini ndaiverenga rwiyo rwekutanga, ndakasuwa zvose zvinyorwa zvebhaibheri, zvezvakaitika kare. Ndakanga ndakatorwa zvikuru nerudo rutsva rwehukama pakati paTenzi naMargarita, kuti ndakaona mifananidzo yavo chete. Pandakanga ndichidzidza kuTheatre Institute muRaroslavl, ndakadzidza kuti Mark Zakharov ari kutsvaga mutambi wemifananidzo uyo achakwanisa kugadzira mufananidzo weBulgakov's Margarita. Kunyangwe kubva mugore rechitatu reyunivhesiti yemapurovhesi mugore rechitatu reGITIS rakanga risingaitike kutumira, asi ndakazviita. Ndakatarisa zvakasarudzwa uye ndakatanga kutaurazve hope dzangu. Akabva atamba Margarita makore gumi mumutsara, asi atova pamusasa weMoscow Drama Theatre. K. Stanislavsky.
Hautyi here nheyo dzenhema dzebasa raBulgakov's Margarita?
Kwete zvachose. Paunofarira mufananidzo, haufungi nezvezvinhu zvechipiri. Mukuwedzera, ini handitendi mune dhiyabhorosi uye zviratidzo zvakaipa zvinosanganiswa nezita rokutiBakakov uye vanhu vake. Nenzira, Margarita haane simba rokutamba mutambi wega wega, kunyange ane tarenda yakawanda: tinoda simba guru remashoko. Hungu, uye wanoroora mumakore gumi nemasere-zvakare, iwe unoziva, imwe mharidzo inodiwa. Icho chaiva chiito chakanaka kana chisimba chakanaka here? Ndakanga ndakanga ndichiri mwana, asi ndaifarira kwazvo upenyu hwevanhu vakuru. Ndaida kupukunyuka kubva kuna amai vakanyanyisa uye neni kuti ndive maikadzi veimba. Ndinofunga chirevo chevanhu vakachenjera kuti murume ndiye musoro, uye mudzimai ndiye mutsipa. Asi unyanzvi husingaoneki - kukwanisa kuchinja musoro wemurume wacho nenzira yaunoda. Handina kuwana kure. Asi ini ndiri muchengeti, uye ndinobata hupenyu hupi zvese sehutano hweunhu hweunhu. Kunyangwe kuvhiringidzika mumarume kunobatsira, kunyange kana iwe ukachema mumutsamiro - zvaiva kare, apo waisagona kurarama nemanzwiro ako. Mwanasikana wako kubva kumuchato wokutanga achange ava nenguva gumi nemasere. Iwe unobata sei iye chido chekudzika muwanano kana achizivisa? Ndinofunga kuti hazvidi kukakurumidza nemukaro. Kana pane rudo, runomira muedzo wenguva. Ndine hukama hwekuzvidira husununguko. Sei uchimhanyira kuhofisi ye registry, kuronga mhemberero dzakanakisisa, kuunganidza vaenzi, kuimba nziyo dzakadhakwa uye kupedza mairi mari yakawanda? Zvinoshamisa! Kuroorana ichinyorwa, hazvina kufanira muzana remakore rechi21. Mhuri ndeyekuzvidira kubatana kwemwoyo miviri. Pasina tamputi mupasipoti, vanhu vanogona kurarama zvakawanda zvakanyatsoenderana nekuchengetedza kwemaitiro ose ehurumende. Kana iwe ukandibvunza kuti chii chakanga chisina maturo muupenyu hwangu, iwe uchanzwa mukupindura: "Muchato wangu wokutanga: ane jira chena uye chifukidziro uye vazhinji vevasingazivikanwi vaenzi."
Zvakaitika sei kuti murume wenyu wokutanga aiva murume kubva kune mhaka yezvakaipa?
Muchivanze - kuvhara 90. Guta reTogliatti, maigara mairi, rakanga rakafanana neAmerican Chicago. Vose mbavha, mumaketani. Zvadaro vakawanda vaiita zvekutengeswa kwemotokari dzabiwa uye nhengo dzezvipfeko - uye vakapona. Murume wangu ainyatsoziva pakuunganidza motokari. Kunyange zvazvo mhosva yacho yakanga isina, zvakasiyana neshamwari dzake. Zvisinei, kana ndiri ini, rega murume ave chiremera chemhosva kupfuura pane.
Sei upenyu husina kubudirira naye?
Ndaida kupinda muchikoro chemitambo uye kuwedzera zvakanyanya semunhu, uye Alex ainyanya kurwisana naro. Akanga akwegura kupfuura ini nemakore manomwe uye akatenda kuti vose vanoita maitiro ndivo vakadzi vekunaka kwakanaka uye vasingazivi kuti vangashanda sei, asi aida kuva nemhuri yakasimba.
Iye zvino iwe uri kutaurirana naye here?
Hatitauri. Lesha akaroorwa kwechipiri, akagara muTogliatti uye hapana chinobatsira mwanasikana wake Lera. Mwanasikana wangu aiwanzosangana naye, asi zvino zvinoitika zvishoma nezvishoma. Kwemakore maviri ikozvino, haana kumurumbidza pamusoro pekuzvarwa kwake. Nenguva yokutanga yaaichema, asi iye zvino ari kushandiswa ... Imba yekutanga ndiyo rudo rwako rwokutanga? Kwete, hazvisi. Rudo rwangu rwokutanga rwakaitika mukirasi yechinomwe. Isu tose takadzidza pachikoro chekunyora: Ndiri kumatare emimhanzi, uye mukomana ari kumatare emhizha. Takanga tine rudo rwePlato. Ndinogara ndichimurangarira seminzwiro angu akajeka. Aya hukama hwakasati huri kuitika kuva hukama hwepedyo, kunyange zvazvo paive nekuedza pane zvake. Asi kurera kwangu kwakandidzivisa! Amai kubva paudiki vave vakandipa ini chirevo: munhu wokutanga anofanira kunge ari iye mukadzi wemutemo.
Zvakanaka, ikozvino pfungwa dzako pamusoro pehukama nevarume dzakashanduka?
Pamberi, mhuri yangu yaiva yekutanga-saka ndakakurira nevabereki vangu. Iye zvino ndinotarisa hupenyu zvishoma zvakasiyana uye ndinonyanya kukoshesa rusununguko rwangu rwezvino. Kare, ndaimbogara "nemurume wangu": Ndairarama chete nezvinodiwa zvake, ndakateerera mimhanzi yaaida, kuverenga mabhuku uye kuona mafirimu aakarayira. Ndiko, yakagara iri muranda. Handidi kuudzwa kuti ndingararama sei zvakare. Asi zvakadaro ndinotarisira kusangana nemurume wepamusoro wake, pedyo neni mumweya.
Sezvandinozvinzwisisa, iwe unopesana nezvisungo zvepamutemo zvewanano, kana iwe uchikoshesa rusununguko muhukama?
Ndine chokwadi chokuti hukama hunopera nenguva iyo tampamende inodzikidzwa mupasipoti. Mushure mezvo, vanhu vanokonzerwa nehutano hwehupenyu hunoti: "yangu ndeyangu," uye "kusavhengana" kwakadai hakuiti rudo, asi kunouraya. Kuti mudzimai aone murume, anofanira kunge achitya kurasikirwa naye. Izvi zvinoshanda kune varume. Anofanira kunzwisisa: kana akagumbusa, achitsamwisa mukadzi, achavhara suo uye haazombofizve. Saka kazhinji kakaitika muupenyu hwangu, asi ndayambuka chikumbaridzo nenzira imwe, handina kumboyambuka zvakare.
Misha yenyu yose yakange yakatongerwa?
Vatatu chete. Asi ini ndichiri kukaroora Eduard Limonov, kunyange zvazvo tisina kugara pamwe kwenguva yakareba. Mune imwe hurukuro iwe wakataura kuti kana munhu akakuda iwe, tora chiito mumaoko avo pachavo. Saka pawakasangana nemumwe munyori wezvematongerwe enyika uye munyori Eduard Limonov? Zvadaro, pane unyanzvi hwokuratidzira, ndakaratidza maziso aLimonov anoshamisika achitarisa kwandiri. "Hongu, ndiri Katya Volkova. Ndakakufadza zvikuru here? "Ndakamukanda kwaari, achipfuura. Zvadaro terevhizheni "KGB muTuxedo" yakaratidzwa paTV, uko ini ndakatamba basa guru revakadzi. "Ndiwe ani?" Akabvunza. - "Hamuoni KGB muTuxedo?" Pakarepo paakanzwa izwi rokuti "KGB", Limonov akamutswa uye akaratidza kufarira kwandiri. Saka nyaya yedu yakatanga.
Apo akaroorwa naLimonov, haana kunyadzisa makore akasiyana-siyana?
Ndakanga ndiine makore 31, aiva nemakore makumi matanhatu nematanhatu, asi ini handina kufunga nezvazvo panguva iyoyo. Ndinogara ndichiteerera kudanwa kwomwoyo uye handizivi kuti ndiani mukuru kana kuti muduku. Ndakadanana naLimonov, uye yakanga iri kunzwa kwakasimba, saka handina kubvisa manzwiro angu. Takanyora nhetembo pamwechete. Ndiye iye anotanga kundirega ndichiteerera nziyo dzangu. Kwakange kune maitiro ekuratidza kune dzimba dzakachengeteka, inobva pa "March of Dissent", sezvo Limonov aiva wezvematongerwe enyika. Izvi zvose zvinofadza! Asi ini ndinoramba kunzwisisa zvose zvinangwa zvake uye pfungwa dzake kana mudzimai akamanikidzwa kushanda kuzotarisana nenguva kuti ape mhuri.
Saka ndezvechokwadi here kuti kubatana kwako kwakakanganisika nekuda kwebasa rehupenyu?
Kana pane matambudziko ezuva nezuva, kunyanya avo vane ukama nevana, muhukama pakati pemurume nemukadzi, kupesana kukuru kunotanga. Nenzira, taigara munharaunda yangu - mune duku duku, kwandakanyorera uye Limonov, nokuti aigara achikodha imba. Akanga ane godo uye akapesana neni pane rusununguko. Uye ndaida rudo rwakanaka uye mhuri yakasununguka. Somugumisiro, handina kukwanisa kumira uye ndakaenda kuGoa nevana vangu. Pashure pacho, hatina kudana. Yaiva mugumo. Asi ndinoedza kuchengetedza ukama hwakanaka naLimonov nekuda kwevana - tine mwanakomana Bogdan nemwanasikana Sasha. Chii chakaita kuti mhuri irege kubvumirana nemutungamiriri uye muveki Sergei Chliyanets? Zvinhu zvose zvakatanga zvakadaro ... Ndiri kumuonga: Akandibatsira munguva yakaoma - mushure mekuparadzanisa nemumwe mugadziri uye mutungamiriri - Eduard Volkov, pandakanga ndiri pamagumo ehupenyu nerufu. Takasangana pamutambo wefirimu muKhanty-Mansiysk muna 2002, pandakauya kuzofananidzira firimu "Nezve Rudo" yakatungamirirwa naSergei Solovyov. Vanyori vakangoerekana vawira murudo neni uye vakazvipira kuva mudzimai wake wemutemo. Takaroorana mugore. Ndaifunga kuti ndaizomutevera, serusvingo rwematombo. Asi, tarisa! Zvakazoitika kuti tine maonero emapurisa pamusoro pehupenyu. VaCriyants vakati ini ndiri amaikadzi chete, uye mudzimai akanaka kwandiri haangashande: aigara achitaura zvaanotaura, achida chimwe chinhu. Ndakatsamwa uye ndakamira kumira maitiro angu. Pasina nguva akachinja pfungwa dzake ndokumuudza kuti: "Tinofanira kurarama zvakasiyana." Zvadaro, mune imwe yeferecasts, akandiudza kuti takanga tangosiya. Sergei, achidzidza pamusoro peizvi, akapinda mukutsamwa uye pakarepo akakumbira kurambana. Ndakatakura zvinhu, ndichiti ndakanga ndisingatauri nzvimbo yake yekugara, uye ndabva muimba yacho nokusingaperi. Ndeupi wevarume vana iwe unogona kudana rudo rune simba? Wechipiri, murume asina hupfumi, murume weEduard Volkov. Akange asina rusununguko, asi ndiye murume uyu akazova Pygmalion wangu muhupenyu hwake hwekusika uye hwehupenyu hwake.
Uye wakasangana naye sei?
Akauya ku-theater-studio GITIS ndokundiona mumutambo. Isu takataurirwa zvakananga kune mumwe nemumwe, uye akandikokera kunzvimbo yake paThe Youth Theater yezororo. Pamusoro pemhemberero yemitambo, ndakakokwa Edward kuti atambe kutamba. Yakanga iri iyo iyo tsvina yechishuwo yakawira pakati pedu. Iwe wakadhura pa Boyakov muThe Youth Theater. Zvakanga zvakaoma here kushanda pamwe chete, kuvanza kubva kune vose vanogara pamwechete? Hatina kurarama pasi pedenga rimwe chete, asi ndakanga ndichida kuziva naye. Kusvika kwangu muboka remitambo kwakakonzera runyerekupe rukuru. Mafuta akadururirwa mumoto nemumwe wake wemutemo, mukuru wekambani yemitambo, uyo aigara ainaye nguva dzose. Mune rimwe shoko, mamiriro acho ezvinhu akaoma uye anypiki: muduku wechikoro cheGITIS ndiye anodikanwa naGeneral Director of the Youth Theatre uye muiti weArt Golden Mask Award. Vabereki vako vakaita sei pane izvi? Amai, zvirokwazvo, vainyanya kunetseka pamusoro pangu uye vaida kuti ini pakupedzisira ndive nehupenyu hwehupenyu hwangu uye ndakawana ganda revanhu vakatendeka. Amai nguva dzose vakati: "Hazvina basa kuti ndiani. Chinhu chikuru ndechokuti iwe unofanira kufara! "Asi, kunze kwekuti Edward akavhuna mwoyo wangu, akandipa zvakawanda muhupenyu huno uye akabatsira kufamba netsoka dzake: kugara muMoscow, kuti aite matanho ekutanga okusika. Ndakanyatsoda, uye ichi ndicho chinhu chakakosha kumukadzi.
Sei vakagovana?
Takagara pamwe chete kwemakore mana - iyi ndiyo nguva refu kwazvo yehupenyu hwangu pamwe nevarume. Pane imwe nguva, ndakatozvivimbisa kuti taizopedzisira taroorana. Asi kuputika kukuru muukama hwedu kwakapiwa nekuzvivaraidza zvakajeka vamwe vakadzi, vateereri vechidiki, uye ndaive neshungu ine shungu. Ichokwadi, pamusoro pemakore ndakave ndakachenjera uye zvino ndinoedza kusava neshanje nevanhu. Kunyange pasina godo mukadzi wacho anoregererwa nezvose zvakakwana zvemanzwiro uye mufaro. Kana iwe uchida chaizvo, iwe haugone kuzviziva iwe usina godo, uye hakuna munhu angandikurudzira zvimwe! Boyakov akaita sei pakurwiswa kwegodo? Edward akadavira kuti maitiro angu anotaura mukati mangu, uye kwete godo. Ndakatambura nemwoyo wose nehana yangu, kusvikira ndakaziva kuti ndiri kuzviparadza kubva mukati. Pane imwe nguva, paiva nechiedza mumusoro mangu, uye ndakazvibvunza mubvunzo uyu: "Uye ini? Ndingazvipa sei? "Ndakazvipa kuti ndide ndisingatauri, uye rimwe zuva Edward wangu anodikanwa akandiidza" muranda we rudo, "uye ndakanzwa shungu uye kurwadziwa. Ndiani asina kumboona kunzwa kwakanaka uku, haazive kuti rudo chii. Munhu, zvechokwadi, anotendeuka kuva muranda uye akagadzirira chero chimwe chinhu kune umwe neumwe - chero zvibayiro, mabasa asinganzwisisiki. Zvakanyanya kukosha, kana vanhu vane rudo vakabatana nechikonzero chinowanzoitika. Maminitsi ose nemunhu waunoda anonakidza, uye iwe uri godo naye kwete kunyange kumudzimai, asi kwenguva yaanoshandisa pasina iwe. Asi ndinofara kuti ndaiva nerudo rwakadai, kunyange rwaiva "ruzivo rweropa". Nhasi ndinenge ndisisina rudo. Katya, sei wakagara pamwe chete naEduard Boyakov? Chii chakanga chisina kukwana kune vamwe varume? Yakanga iri ndege: aigona kuuya kamwe kamwe kwandiri panguva isina nguva, aiziva nzira yekuita rwendo rwekuenda kune dacha yezororo rechokwadi. Iye anofungidzira - aigona kusarudza kusarudza mimhanzi chero chiitiko chero chipi zvacho, aigara achikomberedzwa nevanhu vakagadzirira, izvo zvakasimbisa nzvimbo yakasiyana-siyana. Chinhu chikuru - Edward akanditendera kuti ndiende musununguka, kunyange zvazvo ndisina kuchida. Haana kumbobvunza kuti ndaive ani uye ndaive ani, sei ndakanga ndisiri kure kwenguva yakareba-haina kundibvunza kuti ndipe nhoroondo yakazara yekutama kwangu. Iwe unofunga kuti mushure memachato mana, varume vakanzwisiswa zviri nani here? Kusvikira ikozvino handigoni kunzwisisa, chii chevanhu - varume ava ?! Ini chete ndaiziva kuti kukakavara pakati pemadzimai maviri evanhu ndokwezvisikwa uye hazvikwereti kune chero upi zvake hwepfungwa uye kuongorora. Hatinzwisisani uye hatizombofi takabvumirana, saka murume anogara achikwevedzwa kumukadzi uye pamwe chete. Ndinoda kupinda mukati mehupi hwevanhu uye ndinonzwisisa nzira yemafungiro avo.