Muhupenyu, zuva rega rega tinoita zvisarudzo, zvimwe zvacho zvinoshandura hupenyu hwedu, uye vamwe havatungamiri kuchinja kukuru muupenyu hwedu, kunyange zvazvo imwe neimwe yezvisarudzo zvedu ine nzvimbo yayo muupenyu. Izvi zvipfeko kana motokari, imba kana varnish itsva haisi yakakosha, zvinokosha kuti tive nesarudzo.
Tinosarudza isu uye shamwari dzedu dzehupenyu, kana ma satellites mune imwe chikamu chehupenyu huno. Uye akatarisana nesarudzo, iwe unofanirwa kusarudza zvaunoda uye sezvaunoda, uye kwete kukundwa nemangariro dzako nemanzwiro. Tevera mafungiro ako nemanzwiro, tungamirirwa nehutsanana. Ndakanzwisisa izvi zvakare pane zvandaifunga. Uye saka, nzira yekuita zvakasarudzwa sei, iwe une vadiwa vaviri, asi zvakasiyana newe? Nzira yekuita sei chisarudzo chakanaka pakati pevarume vanoda kuve pedyo newe? Zvinonyanya kuoma kana vaviri vari vaviri vane chinangwa chakanaka kwauri, uye mumwe nomumwe wavo unobatana nechimwe chinhu chakakosha, kana chakabatanidzwa, asi iyo inotamba, munguva yakapfuura yaive kana inoitika iye zvino? Izvi zvinokurudzira chisarudzo chakanaka here?
Muhupenyu hwangu paiva, mumusoro, pane mumwe murume akanaka. Bhino-ziso blonde, rine muviri weApollo. Ndakamuda zvikuru. Uye ndakaramba ndichitsvaga kuti chii chakamukwezva. Makore mashanu takataura naye, saka haana kutaura. Kwemakore mashanu, pakanga pane zvimwe zvisingaenzaniswi zvemakemikari izvo zvakapa kushandiswa kwemakemikari asinganzwisisiki, kubva kwatakange tichiswededzana kune mumwe nemumwe, sekunge nemaginiti. Nguva refu, hatichatauri, uye ndakasangana nomurume anorova fukiti uye akagadzirira kuzadzisa chero chezvimwe zvangu, mukati mekufunga. Ndiinaye ndakanyatsonaka uye ndinofara, kunyange kana chitarisiko chake chiri kure neApollonian. Ndaigara ndichitaura kuti murume anofanira kunge akasiyana zvakasiyana nemonkey, kuti azviparadzanise kubva kumakumbo. Saka ndakabvuma, uye zvino ndakaziva kuti hapana chinogona kutaurwa pasina. Mukutaura, maitiro haatambi basa rinokosha kwandiri, nokuti iri imwe nyaya iyo anokubata iwe uye zvaanomiririra semunhu. Unhu hupi huri mukati maro hunosimbiswa zvikuru. Ndicho chinonyanya kukosha mumunhu, kwete chitarisiko chake. Kuonekwa kuri kungova shell yedu, kutakura. Chinhu chikuru ndicho chiri mukati. Mazuva ano, nokuda kwechigadziro-chigadzirwa chakashata kana chakanaka, chikafu chinopenya, chakaisvonaka chinoitwa kuti chikwezva mutengi. Imwe michina yakanaka haigadziri kuvhara uye kutengesa. Vanhu, vane chimiro chakanaka chakanaka, vanonyanya kudanana navo. Vanozviisa ivo, zvido zvavo uye zvishuvo, pamusoro pevamwe. Uye rudo rwangu rwekare kwandiri rwakamboti "Handifaniri musikana anodanidzira misungo yose yakaputsika." Mune maonero angu, musikana wacho atoiswa kare mumakemikari, muDNA anochema misungo yose yakapwanyika uye yakaputsika, nokuti tinoisa simba rakawanda uye kutarisa mukati mavo, uye zvino vanoputsa.
Iwe uri mukadzi, iwe haufaniri kuchinja kune murume, iwe unoda murume uyo angakufananidza newe! Kana iwe ukavhuna misodzi, unofanirwa kukuitira iwe, kubvuma uye kunyaradza, uye usataura mazwi akadaro. Ndichayeuka mazwi awa, zvichida nokuda kwehupenyu. Kana iwe haufaniri here kupa izvo zvakapfuura zvakanyanya kufunga? Iwe haufaniri kuita zvaanoda, asi ndeye wako. Usava rag kwaari, nokuti ndizvo zvaunowira pamberi pake. Kana iwe ukadzokera shure munguva, zvinoreva kuti iwe uri kumunyengetedza. Rarama uripo ikozvino.
Uye sezvo achangobva kundidana, akati aizotanga kutanga ukama neni, akati aifadzwa neni nemaginiti, uye kuti aisagona kunze kwangu. Inopa kusangana. Zvinotaridzika kuti kurota kwangu kwakazadziswa, uye ndakanzwa anenge mazwi ose andaida kunzwa kubva kwaari. Zvichida, ndakanga ndine chimwe chinhu mukati uye ndaiteerera kumashoko ake, nokuti munguva yakapfuura ndaisangana nemanzwiro akasimba. Vakanga vakasimba zvokuti taisagona kuva pamwe chete. Zviyeuchidzo izvo zvandakazvichengeta, zvakandisunga kwandiri uye zvakagara zvichingoitika. Uye, zvingaratidzika, izvi zvinorangarirwa zvinokwanisa kumutsa manzwiro ekare kwaarizve, asi ndine murume iye zvino shure kwangu wandinonzwa shure kwemasvingo ematombo. Ndinomutenda zvakakwana uye ndinovimba naye, uye ndinoziva kuti haazombokundikani uye haazondinyengeri. Kunyange zvazvo ndaigara ndichirarama nemitemo "hakuna munhu anogona kuvimbwa." Pane chimwe chinhu chaunogona kuwana muhukama here? Kuvimba nemumwe wako - handizvo here chinhu chakakosha?
Kumubata, ndakafunga nezvemashoko uye kupa zvekutanga kwangu, uye kwenguva yekutanga muupenyu hwangu ndakanga ndisingadi kuchinja. Ndakanga ndanyanyiswa zvikuru nepfungwa yokuti ndingadai ndakatengesa murume uyu wegoridhe uyo akagadzirira chero chinhu kwandiri, pane rumwe rudzi rwekuzvikudza, mukomana akaparadzwa. Manzwiro edu nemafungiro edu kune mumwe nemumwe ndeechokwadi zvokuti dzimwe nguva ndinotofunga kuti hazvigoneki. Ndinoedza kuenderana naye, uye anoedza kugadzirisa kwandiri, uye saka isu, tichigadzirisa kune mumwe nemumwe, kurarama maererano nekuenderana. Kwenguva yokutanga muupenyu hwangu, handina kuda kumubata zvakare. Kwenguva yokutanga muupenyu hwangu, ini ndakanga ndisingadi kudzingirira zvakanakisisa, nokuti ndaive nechokwadi chokuti yakanakisisa iri ikozvino mumaoko angu. Ndaiziva kuti ndakanga ndiri mumaoko ezvakanakisisa. Mushure mezvose, hupenyu hwedu tinotevera zvakanakisisa, kuchinja shamwari dzedu sejasi. Ingofungidzira, "asi rudo rwangu," tinobva tangofunga kune mumwe mukomana, uye tinotanga kufunga kuti, "Ichi hachizi rudo rwangu, zvichida ndakanga ndisina kururama." Hupenyu hwedu hwose tinotya kusonganidza hupenyu hwedu nemunhu asina kururama, hupenyu hwedu hwose tinotya kukanganisa zvakanakisisa. Kwenguva yekutanga muupenyu hwangu ndaive nechokwadi chekusarudza kwangu.
Zvichida izvi ndizvo zvinoratidzika rudo. Pamwe, saka sarudza zvakanaka, sezvandakaita munyaya iyi. Chinhu chikuru ndechokuti iwe unovimba nemumwe wako, uye zvinonyanya kukosha, kuti haudi kutsvaka rumwe rudo. Zvichida, urwu rudo - kana usingadi kudya michero yakarambidzwa, asi iwe unoda kunge uri pedyo naye, uye unogara uchimusiya, kana zvakadaro haasi. Usava vasungwa vekare. Zvakaitika hazvizombovi nguva uye remangwana, ikozvino inogona kuva yeramangwana rako. Usararame nezviyeuchidzo, uye usatevera zvinonyengera, sarudza kuvimbika uye rudo, uye uchida. Sarudza mharidzo kuti uite ramangwana rakanaka kubva mairi! Uye zvakapfuura zvichakukwevera iwe shure. Kana akagara mune imwe nzvimbo pane nzvimbo yake. Usazviisa kune izvozvi.