Muhupenyu hwake kwakange kune matambudziko uye pasi, kuora mwoyo uye kusava nechokwadi, asi iye anogara achizarurirwa kune itsva uye iye zvino anoziva chakavanzika chemufaro.
Muchidimbu, kukokwa, kufara "mutsvuku kubva ku" Via Gyra "nguva dzose yakaramba ichida vanhu vose, zvisinei kuti kakawanda sei kuumbwa kweboka rakabudirira zvikuru rechiKukraine.
Muhupenyu hwake kwakange kune matambudziko uye pasi, kuora mwoyo uye kusava nechokwadi, asi iye anogara achizarurirwa kune itsva uye iye zvino anoziva chakavanzika chemufaro.
Pachivande kubva kuna amai vangu, mugore ra2000, ane makore ane gumi nemasere anodzidza Khmelnytsky Pedagogical School akazova munyori we "Via Gry". Basa rakanaka harina kumbomira kunyange kuberekwa kwemwanakomana wake - Nadia Granovskaya akadzokera kunzvimbo apo Igor aingova mwedzi. Uye zvakare akaneta uye akabva pa "Via Gyra". Uye kwaiva neNaziya, Nadia Mayher, mutevedzeri wepurogiramu yeTV "Incredible Love Stories" pane STB channel - nevhudzi rake rakagurwa, mumapfekete akaoma. Nhasi bhomba zvepabonde rinoimba zvezve rudo. Uye iyi zvakare zvakare Nadia mutsva! Zvisikwa zvakasiyana-siyana, anodonha nemafungiro uye anorarama maererano neyemene nenyika.
Makore matatu wamakagara iwe pachako - wakabhadhara mwanakomana wake, akashanda semupepeti weTV, akaita izwi rokudzidza, Chirungu neSpanish. Iye zvino une rhythm rakaoma rehupenyu zvakare. Chii chaunofanira kusiya nekuda kwekushaya nguva?
N.M. Ndine nguva yakakwana yezvose, nokuti nguva yangu haipo - kune rwiyo rwemukati, ndinowanzoteerera mwoyo wangu. Uye ini ndinosarudza rhythm yakasiyana zvakasiyana, chinhu chikuru ndechokunzwa kumucheto. Kana uchinge wanyatsocherechedza kana kusanyengera, zvakakosha kumira uye kufunga pamusoro. Kunyange ini ndichibvuma zvinyorwa zvakasiyana muupenyu hwangu, zvakandinakira.
Kuchema?
N.M. Chokwadi, ndiri kuchema! Uye ari oga, uye mumwe munhu "mumucheka." Zvinhu zvakashamisa zvakarongeka munhu - zvakakosha kuchema zvose kune varume nevakadzi. Mushure mezvose, misodzi inomusika wezvinetso zvakawanda.
Pane imwe nguva, iwe wakabatwa uye wakabudirira zvikuru kubva pakushaya ropa kubva kunechiremba. Mushure mokunge uine ruzivo rwakadai, iwe ungakurudzira munhu ane zvinetso zvepfungwa kuti adzokere kune nyanzvi kana kuti achiri kuronga ari oga?
N.M. Sezvo mutemo, zvinenge zvisingaiti kuti uzvinzwisise pachako. Handioni chero chinhu chinokanganisa mukuti vanhu vanotendeukira kumudzidzi wepfungwa. Kubva pane zvitsva zvinokosha kubuda nenzira ipi zvayo. Nyika yedu yevanhu ine utsinye: kana iwe uri "mishonga", kana iwe unotora hupenyu hwehupenyu hwako, ugoita zvakasiyana-siyana, sarudza mitemo yako pachako. Imwe nzira yauri kuenda ndiyo mubvunzo wechipiri. Chinhu chinokosha ndechekuti hapana kune avo vanotambudzwa, vachichengetedza zvakanyarara kugadzikana. Kusuruvara kwakaparadzwa, kuparadzwa nokuoma kwakavakwa. Ndinotenda, zvose zvakanakisisa zvinofamba-famba, iwe unongoda kuzvirega iwe wakafanirwa nekanakisisa.
Iwe wakabvuma kuti iwe uri munhu unofunga kuzvizvipira-kusahadzika uye kusahadzika. Iwe unofunga kuti zviito izvi zvinokubatsira iwe kuva nani here?
N.M. Hapana chimwe chezvikamu izvi chinobatsira pakukura. Ichi ndicho chinhu chokutanga chandinofanira kubvisa kuti ndiende mberi, uyewo kubva pamanzwiro anogara aine mhosva. Uye mune hurumende iyi pane zvakawanda. Ndokusaka tisingakwanisi kudzivirira kodzero dzedu sevanhu venyika yedu, vazhinji vedu tiri zviputi.
Upenyu hwehupenyu hwakachinja sei iwe? Wakambova munhu akasiyana here?
N.M. Izvo zvingadai zvakashandura kana iyo yakanga isiri hypersensitivity kune nhema uye unyengeri. Zvinhu zvose zvine mutengo wayo, uye ini handisati ndagadzirira nekuda kwekurumbira mukunyadzisa, kubhadhara mari yerudo rwangu rwe innate rwekusununguka uye hupenyu hwemwanakomana wangu. Yakachena uye yakasviba yaive, uye ichave-iyo yose inobva pane zvaunosarudza.
Mukati yekuvhura yako yekutanga musangano wezvinyorwa zvinyoronyoro "Kukohwa kwekanguva" kwakabuda.
Titaurire kuti idzi nhetembo dzakaberekwa sei, zvichibva, sezvamunoziva, pamusoro pechokwadi chaicho.
N.M. Ndakatanga kutora zvinyorwa zvitsva mushure mokunge mwanakomana wangu aberekwa muna 2002. Ipapo ndakange ndakaora mwoyo, vamwe vezvinyorwa zvakanyorwa, zvakanyanya zvakasimba, vakapinda mubhuku. Uyezve pause: kusvetuka, nguva yekurasikirwa iwe pachako. Uye chete muna 2006, pakange pane nguva yakawanda, ndakatangazve kunyora - zvinhu zvakawanda zvakasiyana, ndakanga nditsvaga kunyora, kuisa. Iye zvino ndinonzwisisa kuti nokukurumidza kana kuti gare gare ndaizotanga kunyora nokuti ndakazviwana ndiri kune imwe nyika iyo ndinonzwa ndakasununguka, kwandinenge ndiri pamba, ndiri mundiro yangu, pandine pepa rakachena pepepa, uye chete ndinokwanisa kuva frank. Zvose mukati, zvose zvakasviba, kupukunyuka kwemweya nekuwa kwayo. Ndinonyora zvakasiyana zvakasiyana siyana, zvakakosha, zvinyorwa zvitsvuku, kurega nyika yekunze kuburikidza nejeri remaonero angu, maonero nemaroto akajeka, uye zvisingambofungidziri.
Bhuku racho rinoratidzwa nemifananidzo yako yakajeka. Sei wakasarudza "kuratidza zvose"?
N.M. Mifananidzo iyi se frank sezvandakazvibvumira, nokuti zvinyorwa zvangu hazvisi zvishoma. Bhuku iri nderangu: rakanaka uye rinotyisa, rakaipa mumitauro uye rinamwari. Izvi ndizvo zvakasiyana-siyana zvehupenyu, kutsvaga adrenaline.
Vamwe vanozvidza nhetembo dzenyu. Hongu, uye "Via Gro" vanhu vazhinji vanofunga sevasina maturo. Zvinokukuvadza here?
N.M. Handina hanya nezvavanonditi ini. Vanhu havafanire kutongwa, uye kunyanya kukanganiswa uye chimwe chinhu kuratidza kune mumwe munhu. Uye ini ndine shungu kune vakawanda. Uye saka chii? Handisi kuedza kufadza. Mune bhuku mune mitsetse yakadaro: Uye pause pamusana pekuyemura iwe pachako haugoni kuona kubuda kwangu; Ndinotarisa mugirazi nekunyadzisa uye ndinofunga kuti ndechipi chekuti iwe uri wei. Iwe kazhinji waifanira kufunga saizvozvo? Pandakanyora nhetembo iyi, ini ndakanga ndisingarevi munhu chaiye, kunyange zvazvo zvakadaro chaizvo kurarama munyika ino. Handisi "squeamish" nevarume, ndinobata munhu wose nehanya, nekuti kunyange fodya haisi pasina chikonzero chinopera. Asi pachedu ini ndine bhari yakakwirira kuti ndibvumire hupenyu hwangu murume, uye izvi hazvibvi pane upfumi hwenyama. Vaya vakadzi vanotya ivo pachavo vanobvuma izvi vanozvibvumira, uye ini ndakanga ndisiriwo.
Mwoyo wako hausi wakasununguka here?
N.M. Mwoyo wangu wakasununguka nokusingaperi. Iyo yakazara nemvura, inopisa uye inotenda zvishamiso. Asi ini ndinoda kupedza nguva ndoga, ndichizvipira kune kuberekwa kwemaonero akasiyana, kuti ndive nawo. Uye ini handisi kurega vanhu vanofarira.
Chii, iwe murume wako? Munhu akachenjera, anonyatsogadziridzwa akagadzirwa nemunyika yepfuma yakawanda.
N.M. Handiri kutaura nezvekuratidzwa kwakakwana kweunhu huno, asi unhu hunokosha.
Iwe wakamboti iwe hauzomboroora ... Tsanangura, chinyorwa.
N.M. Muchato unongoita zvekuita. Kana iwe uchida zvechokwadi mumwe munhu, vimba naye, kana iwe uri zvisikwa zvinonzwisisika zvaMwari, saka iwe haudi vashanduri. Ndizvo zvakakosha here kuchinja muhukama, kuchinja kune mumwe munhu? Iwe unogona zvose kuzvibvumira iwe, nenzira chaiyo yezvose. Zvakakosha chete kana zvichabva zvichibetsera kune zvikamu zviviri izvi, kana iwe uchakonzera kuora kana kurwadziwa. Iwe unogona kuedza kuwana chibvumirano, asi zvakakosha, kana iwe usingadi kunzwa? Ne rudo mumoyo, mune zvakanaka, unogona kukanganwira zvakawanda uye kubvumira zvakanyanya, mumwe nomumwe mushure mezvose anoenda nenzira yake yekukura mukati. Mumwe munhu anozvisarudzira kuti zviri nyore kuti atambe nemitemo yeimwe. Uye kazhinji zvinoitika kuti munhu akasangana munzira yedu ndiye kukurudzira kuenda mberi, asi ndoga. Pasati pane murume, pane zvakawanda zvevamwe vanofamba navo.
Iwe unofunga-ndiani anofanira kuwana mari mumhuri?
N.M. Somunhu, ini, zvirokwazvo, ndinofanira kuwana. Handina munhu anovimba naye, uye kunze kwekuti, ndinonzwa zvakanyanya kufara. Handisi kuvimba nomumwe munhu, handina chikwereti kune chero ani zvake. Handikwanise kutungamirirwa, ini ndinoda kuzvida.
Iwe unoda kuita mabasa epamba, kuumba hukama, kumuka mukicheni here?
N.M. Kwete, chete kune vakasanangurwa.
Zvichida zvinokuvadza kunakidza kwaIgor mwanakomana wemakore manomwe. Tiudzei nezvazvo.
N.M. Anoenda kukirasi yechipiri, kuenda kuchikoro chepachivande neFrench bias. Kana ini ndisiri kure, mwanakomana ane amai vangu kana nemwana. Igor mwana anonakidza zvikuru, ane mutsa, anofara, anoonga, ane hanya. Ndinofunga kuti tichava shamwari dzakanaka.
Unoda sei kumumutsa?
N.M. Ndinoda kuti adzidze kuonga nguva dzose dzehupenyu. Zvose zvakashata uye zvisingagumi. Nokudaro kuti aisazoodzwa mwoyo pane chero mamiriro ezvinhu, airemekedza vakadzi, aikoshesa uye aivada, akapa zvose uye haana kuzvidemba, asi akanyatsotarisa pamusungo wechikadzi. Uye akasangana naiye Ishe waakamugadzirira.
Ndeipi mufaro mukunzwisisa kwako?
N.M. Chokutanga pane zvose, iyo mamiriro ezvinhu anofara achiyerera pamucheto. Tinobatsirana kuti tifare. Mushure mezvose, uye munhu asingasviki-anokwanisa kuve akafara, achinyemwerera nemwoyo wose, nerudo.
Kana iwe uchifara, sezvose zvakagadzikana mukati mako, uye iwe unogovana zvikamu?
N.M. Mufaro unoda kuiswa, kugovana nawo.
Iwe pachako haugoni kupedza upenyu hwako hwose uchiimba "Via Gra" - huduku hahuri husingaperi. Chii chaungada kuita mushure meNzira Gra? Basa? Urarame pane zvitsuwa? Kukura kabichi, sezvakaita mambo weRoma, achisiya chigaro choumambo?
N.M. Vechiduku ndeyekusingaperi! Zvichida iwe uchakura kabichi, uye ini, zvichida, ndichaita zvandinonyanya kuita - kusika. Uye kana isiri mu "Via Gra", ipapo mukutamba semunhu. Ndinotenda kuvfungwa dzinoberekerwa mandiri, kune avo vanobatsira kuzviwana mune chimwe chinhu chitsva, kusava nehanya kwavo, pakupedzisira, nguva dzose pandinozvizarura nekudzoka zvakare. Uye ndichaitei mangwana, iye oga anoziva.