Mushure mekufa kwemurume wangu wokutanga, ndakafunga kuti handichazombochatazve. Akararama akanyarara ndokurera mwanasikana wake. Ndamuziva kwemakore anenge mashanu. Takanga tiri shamwari, kana ichinzi iyo. Asi munguva pfupi akaisa pamberi pacho, iwe uchava mukadzi wangu, ndakamirira iwe kwenguva yakareba. Uye mwedzi mitanhatu gare gare takaroorana. Yaiva manyawi manzwiro, hukama hwekunakidza ... Zvose zvakaenderera mberi sezvinorota kwemakore maviri ese. Mumwe mukadzi, SHE, akanga ari pedyo naye pamberi pangu, asi akazobudiswa seshamwari yehuduku, iye akatanga kutitendera pazuva remuchato wake, uye handina kumbofungidzira kuti iye nemurume wake vaiva neukama hwepedyo.
Mukati ye2 makore edu akanaka akanga asiri pamucheto (zvichida, ini handina kuzviziva). Pazuva iro rinotyisa takakakavhirana zvakaipa, murume wangu aiva negodo kwazvo kwandiri, asi ipapo zvose zvakanga zvakasiyana; akaita zvose zvaiita kuti ndinzwe ndine mhosva pamusoro pekukakavadzana kwedu, kunyange zvazvo ndakanga ndisina chinhu kune ani zvake. Uye isu takaparadzana, takatanga kuraramira zvakasiyana. Ndiri ndoga, uye akasangana naye, kunyange zvazvo ndakanga ndisingazivi izvozvo zvechokwadi. Mwedzi mitanhatu gare gare, akandiidza ndokuisa pamberi pezvokwadi-ivo vari pamwe chete. Ndichivavarira zvose zvakanakisisa muupenyu hwangu hwega, ndakapinda mubasa uye dzidzo yemwanasikana wangu.
Zvakanga zvichiitika mumweya wangu zvakanga zvisingagoni kurondedzera iye zvino. Ndakanyora tsamba. Kwaakanyorerwa tsamba. Haana kutumirwa kumubatsiri. Makore maviri uye mwedzi mitatu yekurwadziwa kwepfungwa, misodzi mumutsipa, kudanidzira murima ... Chii chakandiponesa saka ini handizivi chakaita kuti ndirege kuita zvinhu zvakaipa zvandisingazivi. Nhamba dzake dzisinganzwisisiki uye sms .... Iwe uri sei? Utano hwako huri sei? Kufanana nemwanasikana? Uye saka takasangana ... Vatatu vedu ... Yokutanga vatatu vedu .. Pakutanga ndaifunga, ndakarota kuti aizonzwisisa chikanganiso chaakange aita, achindisiyira, asi chiitiko chakanga chisingadi parutivi rwangu. Akandiudza zvakanaka kuti aive akaswededzwa kune rimwe iro, simba risinganzwisisiki raaisagona kurwisa kusasangana naye. Asi panguva imwecheteyo, murume wangu akanga asingadi hurumende kurambana, zvimwe ndinoziva kuti ndakanga ndamuda nguva ino uye ndaimumirira
Kuburikidza nehukama hwedu pamwe chete, ndaiziva kuti hupenyu hwemhuri yake naye hwakanga husiri zvachose zvaaifunga. Kana zvichida, akafananidza nehukama hwedu. Vakatanga matanho, godo pamusoro pechipimo chake kwandiri, nokuti ndakanga ndichiri mudzimai wake wepamutemo uye ndakanga ndisingadi kuumba pamwe naye chikamu chepamutemo chevanhu. Kubva ku "mhuri" yavo shamwari dzedu dzose dzakatendeuka, kunyange hama nehanzvadzi dzakamurega, nokuti vaiziva rudzi rwemunhu.
Uye saka zvakaitika. Ndakaona kuti akanga ari mujeri. Uye akagadzira tenzikadzi wake. Pandakaona kuti akanga ari mujeri, ndakaedza kuwana. Ndiani ari kutsvaga, ichagara ichiwana. Uye ndakaiwana. Kusvika pazuva, ndakapa rubatsiro, kwete somudzimai kana semukadzi, asi semunhu. Ndaiziva kuti iyi yakanga iri chirango chakaipa kune uyo akaita chikanganiso mukusarudza kwake, uye hapana munhu anofanirwa kunge asina kukodzera mujeri. Akaramba kubvuma rubatsiro rwangu semunofarira, akakumbira kukanganwirwa, akati akanzwisisa chikanganiso chake iye zvino uye haafaniri kuitsinhanisa kune ani zvake.
Mwoyo wangu wakadedera, nokuti ndakanga ndichiri kuda murume wangu uye ndaida kuchengetedza zvakanaka zvose zvakanga zviri pakati pedu.Ndakaziva kuti anonzwawo tsitsi kwandiri uye ini chete ndakanga ndiri mumoyo mangu. Uye zvimwe zvose, izvi zvinowanzosanzwisisika, godo nekutsamwa kune mumwe nemumwe. Nekuda kwekukakavadzana, takaparadzana, takatsamwisana, takaratidza kudada, kunyange zvazvo kuri muhukama hwakasafanira. Takazokwanisa kupfuura nemumatenderedzwa egehena pamwe chete, takabatana uye "takabata maoko" nguva iyo vakaratidza kuti havana mhosva. Ndakanga ndisingatarisiri chero chinhu, kusvikira pakupedzisira ini ndisingatendi kuti taizova pamwe chete, asi ndaida kungobatsira. Uye isu tinogona. Akasunungurwa uye akasunungurwa. Uye akauya kuzotaura neni.
Ndakakanganwira .. Takataura naye kwemazuva mazhinji, taudza mumwe nemumwe zvakaitika mumakore maviri. Ndakapa mazita ose asina kutumirwa andakanyorera kwaari. Iye zvino tiri pamwe chete. Pamwe, ichi ichokwadi rudo, kana iwe unonzwisisa uye ukanganwira. Takayambuka zvose zvakaipa, takakanganwa matambudziko ose nekusawirirana ... Uye zvinonyanya kukosha, ikozvino haisi nzvimbo muhupenyu hwedu hwegodo uye kusavimba. Zvaive zvakakodzera kuti uve noushingi pakutanga, iva nemoyo murefu uye kurukura nemumwe wako mamiriro ezvinhu akabuda pachake. Mushure mezvose, pasina kuvimba, hakungavi RUDO. Takanzwisisa zvikanganiso zvedu zvose, kunyange zvazvo tisingakanganwi zvakare, asi isu tinongotarisa kune ramangwana, apo mutsa, unyoro, kuvimba, kutendeseka kunowanzo .... Ikoko, mune ramangwana, isu tiri varume vakuru, tinoyamwisa vazukuru vedu, tinogara pasi pechigaro uye tinoyeuka nguva dzose dzinoshamisa dzekusika kwemhuri yedu yakasimba.