Ini ndicharoora mudiwa

Takasangana papamupatimendi wepachikoro kuchikoro. Ndakanga ndiri musikana akanaka kwenguva yakareba, handina kuenda ku-discos nama clubs, handina kumboziva kunhuwa kwewaini. Hongu, nenzira imwe neimwe haana kukwezva varaidzo yakadaro. Kunyange zvazvo pasina munhu akandivhara kumba, haana kurega rusununguko. Ndakanga ndisingafariri mazviri ini. Nokudaro, bhora rokupedza kudzidza kwandiri rakafanana nekuonekwa kwekutanga kwepanyika munyika, kwandakagadzirira zvakanyatsonaka: chipfeko chekuraira, bvudzi, kubvongodza - yepamusoro-shandisti, chimiro - chikwata che bodyflex. Uye kutarisira kworudo ... Akandikoka kumudhanzi wepfupi, uye ndakafara kuenda. Ruslan akanga akasiyana zvikuru neavo vandaidzidza navo: ganda rakasviba, ruvara rwemavara ane mavara, mutambi wenhabvu. Akauyisa naye kuhotera shamwari, akapedza kudzidza kuchikoro chedu.
"Zita rekune muenzi wakanaka?" - akabva atanga kuita chiito.
"Alena," ndakati, zvisinganzwisisiki.
"Tichazivana, Ruslan," uye takamanikidzana pedyo kupfuura iyo inofanira kunge iri mukuderera kunonoka.
Takaenda kune rwiyo rwemhanzi yakanyarara, segungwa regungwa mumvura. Ndakanyorovesa kunhuhwira kwake uye kamwe-kamwe ndakarangarira purogiramu ine pheromones yandakatarisa mazuva mashomanana adarika: "Chaizvoizvo, kune chimiro chaiyo muhukama here? Ini ndichiri kumuziva iye, asi ini ndave ndichinyengera pamusoro pake! "Nyaya yenyasha yakagara kwemwedzi inoverengeka. Ndakadzidza rudo, kuva mudzidzi anoshingaira. Zvose zvakanga zvitsva, zvisingazivikanwi: ruzivo, kutarisira kwemusangano, matambudziko emudiwa uye ... kudiwa kukanganwira ...

Ndaifanira kuita izvi kakawanda, kunyange zvazvo ndisina kunzwisisa zvikonzero zvekutadza kwangu. Imwe musikana wechiNaive, akadzidziswa zvakanaka pamusoro pemitemo yekutarisira, kuremekedzwa, kushivirira. Kusagutsikana? - Zvakanga zvakakodzera kuramba wakanyarara. Wakapopotedzana here? - Izvo pachako kune mhosva. Asi neimwe nzira ndakanga ndisingadi. Unofanirwa ... Mwedzi mitanhatu gare gare, ndakatotanga kudonha rudo urwu. Kutuka kwakadururira pamusoro pangu sebhekoni. Ndaive nemhosva yezvinhu zvose: Handina kutarisa murume ari mumabhasi kwenguva refu, ndakabva kumba kubva kuchikoro kwenguva yakareba, ndakanyora pasi nhamba yefoni yeaidzidza naye mubhuku, handina kutaura zvakanyanya pakuparadzanisa: "Ndinoda", haana kuseka zvisina kunaka ...
Pashure penguva yakati, ndakatanga kunzwa ndakatsamwa. Pakutanga ndakaedza kuita hukama, kuti ndinzwisise humiro hwake hwakaoma, asi dzimwe nguva ruvengo rwakadaro rwakamuka rwakavhunduka. Zvaiva zvakaoma kudavira kuti nhau dzepano dzakanga dzava sopu inonzi sapu, a pacifier. Panguva dzakadaro, ndakavhiringidza kumuratidza rudo rwangu, sokunge kuti ndichiedza kuzviita neimwe nzira. Izvi zvakaenderera kwemakore mashanu. Munhu wose akagara akajaira kuhukama hwedu, "kuseka", kuseka uye achitidana "mhuri yeItaly". Uye, zvechokwadi, vaifarira musi wechato. Uye ini ndakabviswa kubva pamibvunzo iyi, nokuti Ruslan akatanga kundipa ruoko uye mwoyo gore mushure mekunge tasangana.

Kunyange ipapo takatanga kukakavara zvakanyanya , nokuti kutsungirira kwangu kwakanga kusisakwani. Ndakanyengedza pane zvaaipomerwa nguva dzose, uye kazhinji haana kuifarira: "Sei?" Ko vakadzi vanoziva kutaura here? Iwe unofanirwa kufara, nokuti ndinokudzidzisa iwe upenyu, wakavhiringidzika! "- akandiudza nenzira yakati, uye ini ndakatanga kumurova nembambo. Ruslan akashamisika, asi akatonyanya kutya. Kwenguva yakati akashandura zvishoma, akarega kugumburwa nokusingaperi, akandikomberedza norudo uye rudo: shure kwezvose, aindida, asiwo nenzira yake pachake. Ndiko apo mutsara wokuti "uve mukadzi wangu" wakanzwika, uyo wakadzokororwa kazhinji, asi nekumwe kumira. Ndakadzivisa mhinduro ... Imwe Ruslan akasiya kune rimwe guta kwemwedzi mitatu: rekimiri rakamuraira kuti atange basa rebazi ravo idzva. Mumoyo mangu, ndaifara kufema, nokuti munguva pfupi yapfuura iye ave asina kungogumira. Pazuva rokutanga rokubva kwake, ndakaenda neshamwari dzangu mukafa. Takaona kakawanda: Ruslan aidavira kuti akanga akaipa kwandiri. Takazorora, asi pakukwirira kwomufaro ndakashandura bhodhoro yemukomana kumurume akagara patafura iri pedyo.

Akasveta musoro wake mukutyisa kubva kunotyisa kumapfudzi ake , achimirira rukova rwehondo. Ruslan mumamiriro ezvinhu aya angadai akanditumidza zvakarurama, saka handina kutarisira chinhu chakanaka kubva kumurume uyu. Ndakanga ndine "zvinofadza" zvakadai: mumaoko ezvimwe nguva chimwe chinhu chakavhunika, chikawa, chikaputsika. Ruslana aigara achitsamwa. Asi murume uyu akashevedzera ndokuti nemufaro:
"Ndagara ndichirota kushamba mumaspagne!" Ndakaita ruzha, uye akakumbira nhamba yangu yefoni. Mukushamiswa kubva pane zvandinenge ndichiita, ndakanyora pasi nhamba pamaputi. Vlad akandiperekedza kumba. Takatanga kusangana. Mwedzi mitatu yakabhururuka sechinguvana. Handina kumbofara zvikuru kwenguva refu! Hungu, uye handina chinhu chandinofananidza nacho: Ndine Ruslan chete muupenyu hwangu hwose. Vlad yakasiyana sei naye! Kunyange zvandakanga ndisipo-pfungwa dzisina kumutsamwira, akandidana achiti: "Njodzi yangu inonakidza." Ruslan akadana zuva rega roga uye akakwanisa kundinyadzisa nefoni. Vlad akaziva pamusoro pake, ndakabva ndamuudza zvose. Pasinei neizvi, kusati kwasvika Ruslan, akandiita chipo uye ini ... ndakabvumirana! Ndisati ndashambira parwendo Ruslan akandidana. Ndakapindura. Shanduro yakange ichidedera. Akataura zvakare chimwe chinyadzo, uye ipapo, achida kubudisa izvo zvaive zvataurwa, akandibvunza kuti:

"Iwe uchazombosarudza nezvechato here?" Ndakatora mhepo yakawanda mumapapu angu uye ndakaputika mumhepo imwe chete, ndichinetseka:
"Kuchava nemuchato." Asi, hongu, kwete newe ... Handina kumbonzwa kutuka kwakadaro muupenyu hwangu! Ruslana, handina kumboona ...
Makore maviri, sezvo ndakaroorana naVlad, tinorera mwana, uye handina kumbozvidemba pamusoro pechisarudzo ichi kwenguva yose iyi. Zvakanaka kuti mwoyo wangu wakateerera.