Ini, ndichidengenyeka neutera, ndakafamba munzira, ndichiedza kunzwisisa kuti mwana anochema kupi. Ishe, sei achichema kwenguva refu? Hazvikwanisi kuva kuti vashandi havana kuzvinzwa. Yakatendeuka kumakona - matairi akaisvonaka akatsiva yakazara linoleum, chiedza mumugodhi chakave chakaoma. Ndakaenda kune rimwe dhipatimendi? Kwete, inoratidzika zvakafanana - kubereka. Kuchema kwacho kwakasvika mamiriyoni masere kubva kwandiri, ndakanyatsovhara musuo wekamuri, ndichimirira kudanidzira kuti: "Amai! Pano hazvibviri! "- mu postpartum zvakasimba. Uye sekunge kuti akadzokera kuSoviet childhood - kuputika mupanda padenga, mafuta-painted masvingo. Uye kunhuwa kusingagadziki - kusagadziriswa kusina kukwana, zvokudya zvechipatara, kushungurudzika kwomumwe munhu. Vakwegura vakwegura vakatakura soro pasi. Pahwindo, pairivha yefuta yechipfuva pasina shati, yakabatwa, yakaisa mwana usina kufuka uye yakashevedzera. Nyanya, asingamuteereri, akaisa rag mubhokisi ndokuenda kumusuwo. Ndakamubata nejasi: Uri kuenda kupi? Itai chimwe chinhu! Dana mai vake! Chii amai? Akasunungurwa nhasi, "mukoti akapindura. Uye, ndichiona kushamiswa kwechiso changu, akati: "Akakundikana." Akataura kuti pane vatatu vatatu, hapana chinhu chokudya izvi. Dura-baba, pamusoro peiyo pfungwa chete? Ndinogona here kuedza kumuderedza? Hongu, nokuda kwaMwari, "mukoti akasunga zvisina kufanira ndokubva aenda, achikwevera chikoro shure kwake. Pasi pedenga shure kwake kwaiva nemvura yakaoma. Mira miniti! Zita rake ndiani? Kwete, "akadaro asina kutendeuka. "Vachatora mwana wacho kumba-vachatumidzwa ikoko." Ndakatora mukomana mumaoko ake, akasununguka akazarura muromo wake akaneta ndokudanidzira zviduku zvishoma. Asi, zvakapisa, zvishoma nezvishoma zvakanyarara ... "Lena akarererera meso ake azere misodzi kwandiri:" Zvaingova zvinotyisa. Ndakangoberekwa kuMasha, ndaive mumamiriro ezvinhu akadaro, uye kamwe-kamwe mwana uyu. Makuchuo akadaro anofanira kupfurwa! Iwe ungadai wakaona chishamiso ichi mwana! Uye sei kuchema kwazvo, sekunge ndainzwa zvose ... "
Olga neshamwari yake Lenka vakanga vakagara mukicheni yangu. Akaparara kwemaawa mashoma kubva kumwanasikana akazvarwa. Ndakanga ndinyerere, zvinyoronyoro zvinyunyu dumbu rangu guru. Naum akarova tsoka dzake kakawanda mukati uye akanyarara. Sei mukadzi uyu akasarudza kuponesa mwana wake? Ainge akanganisa here? Kunetseka nezvehutano hwako, izvo zvinogona kukonzera pamuviri? Aifungei paakaona kuti ane pamuviri? Anotova nevana vatatu, asi izvi zvinowedzera sei kune vakwegura? Akaramba mwana wake, akamusiya kuti asvike ari oga pane mafuta asina mafuta. Misi iri muzamu inopisa nokukurumidza, kunyange nokukurumidza, pachena, ichakanda kunze kwemusoro wayo pfungwa dzose pamusoro pake. Ndiye mutorwa kwaari. Simba mwana. Ndakanga ndava kuda kubereka uye ndisina kunzwisisa: mukadzi angaita sei izvi? Mwedzi mipfumbamwe aipfeka mwana pasi pemwoyo. Zvechokwadi munguva iyi, hapana chaainzwa iye, haana kufunga: "Achava sei kuna Olga? Ichange chakafanana neni here? Achaseka sei kana kutsamwa? Nenguva yokutanga ichati "Amai"? "Ndakatanga kutaura nemwanakomana wangu apo kuvapo kwake kwakanga kusinganzwisisiki. Uye ndaiziva nechokwadi kuti ichange iri mukomana. Handizivi kuti kupi. Akambomira nemabhanhire mumaoko ake uye kamwe-kamwe akanzwa. Ndinoudza murume wangu: "Tichava nemwanakomana, ngatitore zita." Takapoteredzwa neduramazwi. Kwakanga kunonakidza zvikuru: mazita akawanda anoshamisa munyika! Taida kuti zita romwanakomana rive risingadikanwi, rinokosha. Pandakasarudza, ndakazvibata ndichifunga kuti: Ndiri kufara. Zvakanaka. Zvisinganzwisisiki. Kusarudzwa kwezita racho kwakatora mazuva mashomanana akanaka. Pakupedzisira akasarudza kutumidza Naum. Uye pakarepo ndakatanga kutaurira mwanakomana wangu nezita rokuti: "Zvakanaka, Naum, iwe uri sei? Ngatiteererei mimhanzi, Naum. Munguva pfupi tichaona mumwe nomumwe ... "Sei mudzimai iyeye akazvidzivirira izvi? Akanyatsodana here mwana wake, kunyange mupfungwa? Lena akaisa mukombe pasi petafura ndokugomera: "Unoziva, zvakaita kuti ndinzwe ndisinganzwisisiki: mashomanana mashoma kubva kwaari kune vakadzi vanofara vane vana vanofara, uye iye oga ari oga, kwete kunyange zita. Uye ini ndikati kwaari: "Sei iwe usina Matveyka nesu?" Uye fungidzira, akabva abata munwe wangu, uye zvakasimba kudaro! Zuva rakatevera ndakatora Masha uye ndikamutakura kuti ndimuzive naMatvey. Ini ndikati: "Tarisa, mukomana akanaka sei", uye anongotarisa pameso ake. Pazuva rokubuda kwake, Olga akauya kuMatvey oga. Akamutarisa, akarara, ndokufunga kuti: Ndinoziva nzira yekuita. Asi handigone kuita izvi. Ini ndiri amai vanoshanda, ini ndaifanira kutarisana nemwana mumwe. Hongu, ndine murume uye vabereki. Asi mwana ndiye woupenyu ... Kwete, ini handigoni. Uye mwana, sekunge anonzwisisa zvose, akawira mumisodzi yakasuruvara iyo yandakatiza, handina kukwanisa kuzvitakura. Pandakabva, ndakamhanyira kune mumwe mazino. Chinhu chekupedzisira akanzwa chaiva kunyengetedza kwake: "Zvakanaka, kunyarara, Matveika, akanyarara." Lena akayemwerera kunyemwerera kwakarasika, misodzi yakayerera kubva pameso ake pasina kumira. Makore akawanda apfuura kubva manheru iwayo, asi handina kukanganwa nyaya yaLena pamusoro paMatveika. Panguva iyi mwanakomana wangu akaberekwa. Ndichiri kunyatsoda zita rake, kunyange vanhu vasingatauri kwaari sezvainotarisira. Apo patinopinda kune sandbox uye tinofungidzira isu, amai, tisingatyi kubvunza zvakananga pamusoro pehutungamiri hwenyika, tinonyatsofarira:
- Uye zita raNaam riripi pakati?
- Alexandrovich.
- Ah, zvakanaka.
Rimwechete ndakanga ndisingakwanisi kumira uye ndakabvunzawo kuti:
"Uye kana zvichizoitika kuti isu tiri vaJudha, hamungatenderi mukomana wenyu kutamba nesu here?"
- Kwete, chokwadi, iwe haunzwisisi, - amai vakapindura ndokutora mbudzana yavo kune rumwe rutivi.
Vanhu vakashamisika vanouya, asi ini ndiri pedo naNaum uye ini ndinogona kumutsanangurira nguva dzose zvandinofanira kubhadhara, uye chii chingave nyore kuseka. Nhanho dzokutanga, mazwi okutanga-ndakaedza kusapotsa nguva inokosha yehuduku hwake. Uye nguva dzose Naam akarara mumaoko angu, ndakarangarira refusenik Matveika. Uri kupi zvino? Chii chakashata naye? Zita rake ndiani zvino? Uye vangani vavo vari munyika yedu - duku uye pasina? Kunyanya ndichizvinyura munyika yemwanakomana wangu, kunyanya ndainzwisisa: chimwe chinhu chinofanira kuitwa. Vose vana vanoda rudo, pasina iyo vanokura vakaremara, kunyange kana vakagwinya mumuviri. Ndakazvibvunza mibvunzo iyi isingagumi, uye upenyu hwakakanda mhinduro. Shamwari yangu Lena Alshanskaya akava mutevedzeri wemari "Vazvipiri kubatsira nherera." Nhau dzevana vakasiyiwa, iyo yaigara ichibudiswa pawebsite yepaIndaneti, yakandibvisira kunze kweruzhinji: isu, vateereri, tine mafungiro akajeka. Ndakamira kuenda kumitambo uye mapoka emasangano. Ndinogona sei kuseka ikoko, kupenya mumapfekete akanaka, kana pane chinhu chakadaro! Manzwiro aOlga aida kubuda, chiito. Ndakasarudza kuronga zviitiko zvezvipo mukuritira nherera. Uye mumwe aigona kuita oga, achikwezva shamwari uye achitsvaka vabatsiri kwezviito zvekanguva imwechete, asi vese vanopa mutsara vakataura mutsara unokosha "account settlement." Somugumisiro, ndakasimbisa nheyo dzangu "The Charms of the Future". Olga akauya nemitambo yakasiyana-siyana yepfungwa-trainings uye akaisa imwe yadzo mumugariro weChechi yeRussia chekuita sarudzo mutambo "Wards of the Future". Wakazviita muAdygea. Pandinokumbira rubatsiro, Mutungamiri weRiphabliki uye vose veMakurukota ehurumende vakapindura. Vanoda vana ikoko, vaCccassians havaregi vana vavo mumitemo, kunyanya vakasiyiwa - ivo vana vechiRussia. Ndakavaona vose vari misha nherera shanu muRepublic. Pane imwe nguva ndaive kuenda kune imwe nherera yekuMoscow inowanikwa nezvipo - kufadza vana paNyika Idzva. Uye manheru eusiku paNaum, kutonhora kwakakwira kusvika makumi mana. Chii chandinofanira kuita? Cancel rwendo? Izvo zvinotyisa ndezvokuti vana, kana ini ndisingauye, havangashamisi. Vakashandura chokwadi chokuti vanhu vakuru vanonyengedza uye vanovasiya. Usiku hwose ndakafamba-famba pedo neimba, ndichizunza Naum pamaoko angu. Mangwanani, achiita kuti ave nani, akaenda. Uye pandainge ndichikunda mhirizhonga yegore risati ravapo, ndaifunga zvisinganzwisisiki: "Ndiani anochengeta Matveyka mumaoko ake paanorwara?" Mufananidzo wakaipisisa hauna kubva kubva mumusoro: mukomana muduku, akafanana nemwanakomana wangu, anorara pasi peganda rehurumende uye anononoka kubva pakukanganiswa. Ndakasarudza: nokukurumidza apo mazororo apera, ini ndichaedza kuzviwana. Munhu wekutanga wandakaonana naye muimba yekutakura aiva mukoti ane muporo mumaoko angu. Ndinofanira kumubvunza here? Kunyangwe mumakore mazana ezvizvarwa akazvarwa pano, haayeuki.
"Makore mashanu akapfuura kwaiva nemukomana akaramba, ainzi Tabveiks," Ndakatanga kusatya. "Zvichida, rangarira?"
"Ndinoyeuka-ndinorangarira," mukoti akamutsa musoro wake, "mukomana akanaka, uye isu hatina mumwe weMatevev zvimwe." Uye iwe kune chii?
"Iwe unozoziva here kuti aripi iko zvino?"
"Saka vakamutora."
"Kumwana weMwana?"
- Kwete, mumhuri. Mumwe mukadzi akauya nemurume wake ndokumutora. Iwe unoziva, akazvitora, akachimanikidza ... Saka haana kunditendera kubva mumaoko ake zvakare. Ndakagomera nokuzorora: "Ndinotenda Mwari, mumwe munhu akazviita, kunyange panguva ino haisi ini."